basically today was another lazy day. i have no life at all, outside of trying to force my knee to heal so i can actually be normal again! i don't know why i'm even wasting my time typing this right now, because i don't really have anything to say about how my day was. i talked to jonathan a few times online which was nice i suppose. don't know though. i thought about calling braden but didn't because someone told me that it's better i keep my distance from him, because it'd be better for both of us. sooooo yeah! i did the dishes for my mom earlier, ate mac n cheese, and yes that's about it! my family went to bekah's without me. i didn't feel like swimming or anything so i didn't go. bekah wasn't going to be there either, so what was the point exactly? who knows? annnnd now there are only 6 more days of waiting for lauren to get home. i really missed her today, more than i have been and i'm not sure why. i guess i just really wish she were here. you're probably sick of hearing me talk about it, so if so then skip this part because i'm not going to lie and say that i don't miss her at all. i guess i won't go on and on about it either. so enough of that. i'm pretty much done, later hoes!