lastnight before i went to bed i wrote braden something..which i normally don't do, but i missed him like crazy and couldn't sleep so i thought he'd like it. aren't i sweet :-) when i gave it to him before 1st period he got this huge smile on his face. i love his smile..it's the best. we had a substitute during 1st period study hall so i went over and sat beside amanda and started writing lauren while trying to get amanda to stay at school and NOT go to the Career Center because if she did then neither her nor kayla would be in gym with me..but she wanted to go which made me upset. not really. but anyhow. she wrote lauren's name really pretty for me at the top of the note i was writing lauren..except she left out the e but i didn't want to fix it because it was too pretty so i just squeezed the e in. second period i had to walk up to the v buidling by myself because alison went to the Career Center, but i walked down with eric so it wasn't so bad. and i wrote lauren some more too because i love her. third period i had a test and i hope i did good on it. when i was done i wrote lauren some more. i wrote her something in almost every single period. fourth period i had spanish and it actually wasn't that bad today. the first 5 minutes of class dylan and i were up looking at projects that were hanging up in the back of the room..and mrs. moore came over and told us that they were from spanish classes 4 and 5 so i knew lauren's was somewhere but i didn't feel like trying to find it. so anywho. i didn't get a chance to write lauren anything during this class because mrs. moore stands in front of the class and i'm in the front row. i swear she put me there JUST so she could keep an eye on me! fifth period i had lunch and stood in the lunch line with my forever couple..sara and clay..like always. i do love them. sara's better though ;-):-) anyway. i always look forward to lunch because i ALWAYS stand and talk to sara and clay and i love it so much. sara makes me smile..very very big. ohh yeah, and jamie wasn't mean or anything today..but then again, she wasn't nice either..i guess she was just jamie. sixth period i had geometry, which i love now..only because i sit back with rachel flowers, courtney, tara martin, kristen, and linsee offenberger. and today we played heads-up-seven-up alllll period. it was so much fun. mr. ullman even played. lol. but i was one of the people who got to tap someone who had their head down and both courtney and kristen got tapped by someone and they both picked me and were wrong so they told everyone else to pick me..yesss, they gained up on me..so i had to sit down because eventually the person i tapped chose me. i still love them though :-) so anyhow. after i had to sit down i decided not to play so i could finish writing lauren. then tara came over and wanted to write lauren's name really pretty so that it was better then amanda's (which it was) and so i let her. then after the bell rang, tara and i walked up to the third floor together and lauren wasn't in the room so i waited for her and when she came i gave her the note and she started telling me about a dream she had last night about anthony but she didn't have time to finish it. but i just talked to her a little bit ago online before she went to crew. she imed me and told me the rest. yay! i love her extremely. seventh period i had gym without kayla or amanda so it was the worst. i hated it..but i lived..barely. eighth period was dumb but i got to talk to jenny..i think her and i are getting closer..she's going to call me this weekend and we MIGHT do something, if neither of us have plans that is. nineth period was english. i love english soooo much, not because i like the class but because i have it with sara, so it definantly makes my day. and today was really really fun. first we had a test, but it wasn't so bad..and then when we were done we didn't have to do anything else so sara and i talked the rest of the period and jamie just sat there..and NO we did NOT try to ignore her or anything, she just didn't try to get in on our conversation. so yeah. it didn't bother us..of course. anyhow. with 15 minutes left of class the people from the Career Center got back and amanda came in with three roses in a vase ( one white, one pink, and one red one) and she set them down and went out of the room and sara looked at them and realllly wanted the white one so she took it and couldn't figure out how to hide it so i sat on my desk and put the rose inside my jacket and you couldn't tell it was there..so when amanda came back sara and i just kept talking like nothing happened and amanda didn't notice it was missing at first but then after a couple minutes she did and wondered where it was..haha. but after awhile she didn't care anymore. so when the bell rang i got up..with the rose still inside my jacket and sara and i walked out and i handed her the WHITE rose and we walked down the hall together like we were two VERY innocent gals :-) boy do i love the two of us!!