friday's from now on definitely = horrible! pretty much the rest of the school year crew people will not be there on friday's!! i hate that! it's weird not having them there. plus, how come THEY are allowed to just miss school?? that really doesn't make any sense AND it's not fair! but yeah. allie wasn't at school today either because she got her wisdom teeth pulled. so i had no one to talk to in the morning, no one to force me to smile when i needed to, and no one to sit with at lunch. i mean, i sat with people, but it sucked because she wasn't there. i hope she's feeling okay though i missed her..and i know that sara definitely did too! tara came back today!!! yay!! she's been in AL all week and today was her first day back :-) god, i freaking missed her..more than i thought i would. i saw her in the hall before 3rd period..i hoped i would..and she told me that she'd see me in math 6th period..which made me happy :-) in lunch i didn't have money and, like i said, allie wasn't there..so i sat there and wrote tara :-) then i went to math and she was like 20 minutes late because the girl she went out to lunch with forgot her purse at wendy's so they had to go back and get it. hah! but when she finally came to math she told mr. ullman that she had cookies from a previous class and he was like, "well you have to let me have one or i won't forgive you for being late to my class." so she gave him one and this girl that most of us don't really like, rachel, asked her if she could try one and tara was like, "no, sorry, if i gave you one then i'd have to share with the entire class." and everyone laughed. and then tara looked at me and whispered, "you're the only one that gets one because you always buy me cookies and i love you!" hah! so yay! when her and i left to go up to the 3rd floor she gave me the biggest cookie she had and while i ate it she read my note. tara makes good cookies! :-) yay!! then i went to gym. it was okay i guess. braden walked me there and we talked for a little bit :-) i like him a lot!! hehe. he really does make me happy :-) after gym i met tara on the 3rd floor and she gave me a note. yay!! so i read it in 8th period biology and it was freaking long! i loved it. she makes me smile. it was a page long, and i was very surprised :-) she told me that i deserved a friend who wrote me back and did things for me too..and she's being that friend. she told me that i'm a "terrific person" and that lauren "takes me for granted" hmmm...that's true. but anyways! she's a really cool person. i just wish she wasn't a senior..it'd make things so much easier :-( :-( it was raining allll day long and i hated it! i really don't like gloomy days. it makes me feel depressed and lazy. not that i already am..well the lazy part anyways :-) i had therapy today and i'm really starting to hate it. like hardcore hate it! and i'm not liking my therapists, josh and joe very much right now either. they are pushing me way too hard and it hurts :-( i could only bend my knee 80 degrees confortably, meaning with bareable pain, but they MADE me bend it 93 degress and it hurt. now it's really, extremely sore..and i can barely bend it :-( so what good is that?!?! okay, well i'm going to go! that's enough for now i guess. later. p.s. megan i miss you! come back, please!