So I hate how I feel like my family hates me again and doesn't give a crap on what I do or anything. At times I just want to pack up all of my stuff and run away but I can't do that but sometimes its nice thinking about. I don't know why I'm so miserable again but hopefully this feeling goes away soon. Still not sure what's going on with David but we'll see. I hope that this one time things go in my favor, I'm sick of only being half happy. Chanel picked up my guitar on Monday so I was really excited about that. As soon as I learn how to read tabs I'll rock out like there's no tomorrow. I know one song now but I want to know more than one so hopefully soon. She's amazing and truly my only friend. Hope that all is well ...