So as you all know, or at least the people that read this know, I went away last weekend, but I'm now back to be just as depressed and stressed as ever. The whole time I was gone it was nice to be away and get to hang out alone and rock out on my IPOD and stuff like that. The horrible thing was that I didn't talk to David all weekend and was pissed and then the fact that I didn't sleep much. The one night I woke up about three to four times because I couldn't sleep or get comfortable. Then the second night I woke up in a dead sweat crying and I don't remember what happened but I'm going to take the crying thing as being bad though. I'm not sure what's been making me feel this way and to be honest, it doesn't help that I messed up my school schedule and now I'm down to 9 credits and I need 12. I'm such a fuck up its sick ... Lisa: buh bye i love u erin like a sister Lisa: i love jessi like a piece of shit