I was a professional model and an actor for many years. NEVER NEVER ppay any agency to medel!!!! If you have what it takes, and they are legitimate....they will PAY for everything! The only thing you should ever have to pay for is your photos if you have them professionally done. BUT DON'T PAY A MODELING AGENCT A PENNEY!!!!!!!!! [anonymous (68.108.55.175)] The only thing I was going to have to pay for were my pictures, but the company also wanted a monthly fee because they said they don't charge their models or other companies that use them commission or something. My mom thought it was a scam and I decided not to go through them anyway. I know two people that will take pictures of me that are good photographers so we'll see. Plus my mom wants me too look outside of Michigan anyway. So you all can figure out about my last entry and such. On another note, me and my boyfriend are about to break up and that kills me. He just doesn't care anymore. It hurts more than it would have two months ago because I've fallen so hard and so fast for him that it kills to know he doesn't care. My mom thinks that he cared more at the beginning because of the challenge it was to get me to date him and now that he has me and I've fallen head over heels for him it just doesn't matter and he just doesn't care. Seriously, how com all boys are idiot faces. School is still stressful but that's because I just don't care and don't try as much as I should. I'm working on that though so yeah. I have a big exam on Monday that I need to start studying for but I'm going out tonight because I have a few friends that want to see me. Plus, the more I sit home the more I cry over the fact that I have yet again another failed relationship. I must be going though because I have to take a shower and get ready for tonight. I hope that you all are doing well and I'll write again soon.