So before I start this hell of a rant I want to once again thank the only person for reading this because it serioiusly means the world to me to know that one person out there actually cares and isn't too caught up in her life to drop everyone that really matters. To her I say thanks for being such a great person, its a good trait to have and glad that one person in this world still has that. On another note I've come to the conclusion that I don't want people around anymore. I want to be emo and lonely alone because I'm sick of being treated for a fool. I'm sick of all the pain and hurt that everyone causes me just because no one really cares anymore. I can't believe that its taken me this long to realize who my true friends were and who doesn't really care. I want you guys that don't really care to delete me off of whatever you have me on and just to forget I ever talked to you. I mean it seems like you only even made an effort to talk to me when you had nothing else going on in your life to care about what was going on in mine. It takes two people to make a friendship work and I gave up a long long time ago. I realized that you aren't worth it and I'm not worth being miserable over figuring out what I did wrong when really it has nothing to do with me in the first place. Thank god I'm going out of town next weekend because right about now that's the only thing I'm looking forward too, well that and school starting. I just need a weekend away with only my mom and my one aunt and I will probably have my phone off or I won't be answering it if you happen to call. I just want to get away and only 6 more days until that happens. Wow, sorry about this rant, wait, I take that back, no I'm not ...