I'm so angry but I should be in the best mood ever. I had softball practice today for just under two hours, our first game is Tuesday. I swam in my dad's pool and ate at his house today, which I have only done one other time. I hung out with Ben for a few hours. I'm just in a terrible mood. Brian decided he wasn't going to call me all weekend and than he called me today acting like nothing was wrong. I didn't answer but he left a message and he obviously doesn't realize that I'm pissed off at him. He pretty much ditches me on Friday to go party with his friends and doesn't invite me along and I don't talk to him for two days. I don't get how people can do this to me and act like nothing is wrong the next time I talk to them. I'm so stressed out and there's so much going wrong that I definitely don't know how to deal with it :/