I'm embarrassed about what happened yesterday and last night at Tim's; I know I shouldn't be but I am. I'm keeping this a secret :/ I'm stupid. School starts August 25. That means I move out of my house and up to school the week before. I don't have a place to live yet nor do I know how I'm going to pay my bills and for school; I should figure a plan out eventually. Maybe I'll just sell my body to make $5000 dollars and than I'll pay my bills and be ok. Ugh money and life is stupid; at least I get to run away soon.