So I haven't talked to Steve in a while and I can't get him off of my mind, which sometimes is bad. Well, Chanel is getting ready for work earlier and I'm sitting on my computer and happen to go on my myspace and I have a message from him. I'm like oh man and I really thought that it wasn't good. Since he's in the Marines he's going to Iraq and he found out when he's leaving. He thought that he'd be back to the states before going over there but he leaves straight from Japan to go to Iraq. Its killing me inside that he's not here because sometimes I feel like I'm in love and other days I don't. Well in his message he said that he missed me and that I give him that queezy feeling in his stomach and no one has ever done that before so that alone made me cry. Its so hard with him being in Japan right now and than in Iraq. He said that he won't be home for about seven months and I said that I was willing to wait for him but its so hard because I've fallen for him again and I'm not so sure its a waste of time. I just miss him like crazy ... On another note my classes in school are good even if they piss me off a lot because of topics of conversations but there's absolutely nothing that I can do about that one so oh well. Well I must be going, I gotta go get ready for work :/ but hope the few that still read this are doing well and I miss you guys