So things with David are rough again and I want to let go but I can't because I really really like him :-/ I guess I just gotta play things cool and see where that goes so I'm just not really trying anymore. Chanel: i will come to hell to get you Chanel: just like orphius did for persephony According to my friend Joe, I raped a guy today with my eyes while I was sitting in my Chemistry lab lecture at 8:30 this morning. I was only starring at him like 90% of the time. I couldn't help it, hot boys are my weakness and when I find one I just look and hope they don't realize I'm starring at them. Then while I'm eating lunch with Chanel some lady comes up to us and is really polite and asks us if we ever thought about modeling. We were talking to her for a minute and then agreed to do it since Chanel can't go tonight, I think that I'm going too and see where it goes. This is the second time in under a month that I've been asked about modeling so maybe its a sign. Later I told Chanel that my sign was all messed up because I never have days like that and today was a good day. I have my first Math exam on Friday and my first Chemistry exam on Monday so I need to start studying now but I just don't want too. Maybe later tonight or tomorrow or something. Well I'm gonna go but hope you all are doing well and thanks to the few people that actually read this still, it makes me happy knowing that some people still care.