i'm home from myrtle beach and i'm so glad to be. my vacation wasn't a vacation and so much happened over those short four days that i don't even want to write about because i'm such an asshole about it all. everyone's mad at me and i've been listening to the same depressing song for the last entire day. i'm just ready for june now because for me that will be my real first vacation of the year. june, july, and august are my favorite months now just because i get to go away for a weekend over each one and i don't have to think about anything from home and all my stress and everything else.

its already thursday and i haven't accomplished any of my homework that i said i was going to over spring break. i've just been thinking about everything. i did open some of my speech stuff this morning and i don't have any idea about any of it but i need to find my book so that i can answer my take home midterm and turn it on but since i skipped class last week, i have no idea when its due. oh i need to put more effort into this semester.

i killed my cell phone again but thanks to phone companies changing their rules and such, i ordered my new one today so maybe if i'm lucky it will come tomorrow otherwise i should have it monday. plus i picked up another shift on monday's at work so now i work a double and will be making more money. oh how i need to start saving and paying my bills off and everything else. stupid bills. i hate life sometimes.

ugh, i really need to do homework.