I sat on the phone with Brian last night for three and a half hours. I don't normally talk to people that long but it definitely didn't feel that long. He's an amazing person who I can see being friends with for a long time. He makes me laugh and smile and he always seems to say the right things to me. I don't know what's going to happen but I think with some of the things that I said last night, he got a little freaked out. Hope not. I'm hoping to see Desi next month because I seriously miss her ass and its been way to long. I probably won't stay down there long but its a ten hour drive round trip so its crazy. I'm hoping that I'll be able to fit it into my busy life and such. I'll take a friend so it doesn't seem that long. On a bad note, my computer is broken and I don't know when I'll have it back. It could take two weeks to fix and I might end up losing everything on it :/ oh well right. I hate the stupid thing anyway. Canoe trip in two weeks and I'm still broke as hell. I'm going to the bookstore I used to work at on Sunday for my paycheck since they didn't send it in the mail. Stupid cheap bastards. Hope you all are well, I'm going to read my book and do nothing at work for the next five hours.