i fought with my dad today over money for my new phone. now i have to lie to my company to get a new one. he fucking destroyed it and then bitched about. i stormed out of his work with an attitude and got in my car as he was still bitching about it and since i could hear him i turned my radio on because it was really loud and i just took off. this is the first time in months that he's treated me like a piece of shit. how much longer until i can leave this place? a part of me feels like i need him in my life and the other part wants to shut him out completely. i mean isn't that what he's done to me since i was a five year old little girl. he left and never looked back. why is it so hard for me to do the same? ugh ... someone kill me today