Listening to: underoath
Feeling: ok
I love this boy.
School is good minus still not having a shit load of friends; however, I am making friends in some of my classes so that helps out a lot. I just need to start hanging out with them and maybe I won't be so lonely.
I still miss home a lot, but I'm starting a new chapter in my life. I know that I don't need anyone's approval anymore. I know that I can do this as long as I keep my head up and work my butt off. I know that my grades will help me in the end and that I can do anything I want to do. I know that I will be ok.
I miss Tim everyday and I know this feeling is LOVE! I know that even though I'm 200 miles away, we will be ok because we both want things to work. I know that we may not talk everyday and that I won't see him that much but I know everything will work out in the end and what's meant to be will happen. I know that I love him and he says he loves me too. I know we'll both concentrate on school and I'll see him soon enough.
I go back to Cincinnati in five days. I just have to survive the next four days with classes and quizzes and homework and reading and than bam I go home and than I get to see my boo and let me tell you I can't wait just to be able to spend the weekend in his arms five hours away from home.
I've pretty much given up on this shit though. I'll still try to update though.
i was thinking of coming over to visit you, but we run out of time, because I have to be back in March for uni. But I know there will be more holidays and then I'll come visit.
take care!