I'm at work listening to nothing, waiting for the day to go on so that I can put on the football games and the Nascar race. Things are so messed up again. Its like he says he likes me but sometimes I don't know. I love the way that things are and I so desperately want there to be more but I'm not physically nor emotionally ready for that yet. I want to believe that things will work out for the best, but sometimes I think I'm just there to be there. Last night he took me to dinner and than we just went back to his apartment and cuddled and watched a movie. Once again I spent the night and now I'm at work for eight hours, well six and a half now. I just don't know. Yesterday was very crazy at work. With the start of swim lessons, karate, football, soccer and dance classes, I thought that I was going to lose my mind. I told one lady to go in the wrong room and I was like oops. It was very hectic. Now today I have to work eight hours in the freezing cold fitness center but at least I work thirty-one hours this week which is good because I need the money. Its a good thing the Warren Patrons make me smile because some days I don't want to come in. Its funny because this one guy said to me, you're just all over the place now. I was like yeah but I don't mind. I was like weird, someone actually noticed me and the fact that I've moved around jobs over the last two weeks. I was like boo yeah. Today should be a good day, minus the fact that my computer's broken again. Hopefully Joe can hook it up and I can get a new one today. I'll just have to talk to my sister and see if she'll take it in. I don't want to lose all my music though :/ Some of those CDs, I got from Chanel and everyone knows about that situation. Ugh ... we'll see.