So I'm competely sorry for the lack of updates but I've been busy with work and school that I haven't had much time to think about eating and sleeping. My finals start tomorrow and then I'll be done for a few weeks until it all starts back up again. I just want you all to know that Erin is still living even though its against her wishes. I just am not happy and things are competely messed up again. I'm going to leave a lot out of this entry in case it falls into the wrong hands because that would be bad for me, but at this point who gives a fuck right. Christmas is coming up and I have barely no money for gifts. Also with that I haven't even started my shopping because I have been busy. I took three days off of work next week just so that I could go shopping and get ready for my finals. This year is going to fucking suck but every year since my brother's death I've dreaded the holidays in my family, I guess this is just more that I'm going to want to sleep through. If only I could Well I have nothing to say other than its snowing and its fucking amazing outside :]