[1418] Wusband and Hife

I'm married

...to be continued...

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Finally I have a second to write something :] but that means Timmy is at work :/ but thats okay my hard working maannnnn.

well when we got back from hot (and not in the good way) stinky vegas.. we just wanted to get married. as usual.. now. and after being in vegas.. the clerks office was looking pretty good. we immediately called the county clerk office in venture (not LA). well timmy did and asked what we had to do. Basically.. just get there by 4pm. Easy enough...

then he called his dad. since. when his dad called it didn't go over so well that we were just getting married now and having a ceremony later. i told tim its because of his tone.. if you act excited people will be excited for you.. (and know you are serious).. if you act scared.. they will wonder and question if its really what you want and say protective things against it. the second call was a complete 180. he said all the right things. and his dad didn't refer to me as "that". uhg. timmy told him that i was a part of the family, or would be very soon and they needed to treat me like i was. and that he didn't want to put my into uncomfortable situations like the ones with his aunt kim or last christmas again. he said if there is another comment from aaron such as the one where aaron said he would pay $500 for me not to come, then they could expect tim not to be there either. instead of just brushing it off as usual.. his dad said that he realizes he made it awkward at christmas because of aaron and said there would be no more awkwardness from him from now on :] which i wanted not for my sake (well some), but my timmy. he really loves his family and wants to be close to them.. its really hard so far away to be able to. but it'd be even harder if this aaron thing continued to affect not only how his family treats me, but him too. his dad barely even said bye to him at christmas.. and thats the only time we saw him the whole week we were there.. not for lack of trying.

after the call timmy had mixed emotions.. he sad because he really misses him. and he told me that he feels bad for not calling him more. because he doesn't tell him things like about us.. and has a hard time telling him because he doesn't think he wants to hear it.. but after the call he knows he would have liked to hear about everything.. and he wished he did. woot.. and I think they'll have a closer relationship if he did.

ANYWHo..

so its like tuesday and we call the clerk and they said that its better to make an appointment but if you get there by 4pm you will be seen.. its just a matter of how long. with an appointment you're in and out in 15-20 minutes. while he was on the phone with them, i was on the phone with my mom about jefrie and such (sniff sniff I miss him). and i asked her if she'd like to be our witness. i know she'd want to be there even if we do have a "real" wedding later.

although we wanted to go that day.. it was already 1pm and we were all ugly :[ or just not showered. and if you know me, i like long showers. even in a hurry. can't help it and i do not care, h'mph! So thursday it was. because tim worked on wednesday. so July 3rd. i didn't want so close to july 4th. but at least it wasn't on july 4th.. and at this point, i dont think we really cared too much. plus.. we're planning on celebrating our anniversary on the "real" wedding date anyways.

in the morning i woke up early to do laundry. vacuum the bedroom and clean up the living room.. all things that could have been put off, but i thought my mother would be stopping by and i wanted our place to look nice. but she's not coming till Saturday.. which is today lol... i just realized that actually. at like 10 i think. crap i gotta make this fast... so then i go to wake up Timmy but he's already up. and we make the bed. not like put sheets on but actually put it back together again. [ note to self: take notes when you take things with lots of pieces apart.. ] yeah it was crazy trying to put that bed back together. but we did it. cuz we're sexayyy. and i figured out how to take down those stupid ugly blinds! we couldn't figure it out for a billion years and then i did it :] Timmy says I'm smart. so then we didn't get ready, and went straight to Northridge mall to get.. something ANYTHING nice looking. i didn't know what the heck to wear to a courthouse or whatever wedding.. i didn't want to overdress and look silly. but i didn't want to be under dressed and look like i didn't care. So i found a cream and black top. i wore that with my skinny jeans and pointy heels. Tim wore a shirt he had. its white with really light pink and grey stripes, jeans and his converse (he cleaned them first) but he looked sexy because he cut his hair in vegas... by some creep who likes girls who carry guns.. *shifty eyes*

so were allll rushy cuz my mom needed us to schedule our wedding day around picking up my Nina Bea from work. not that she would be stranded if she didn't but just cuz. lol. so i immediately changed that so i would have more time. my mom called Bea and said she'd just pick her up at home. and i was ready by 3pm. cutting it close, i know. but the directions said it only took 30 minutes ish. so we'd have 30 minutes to play around with. not that we did.. we hopped in the car and then.. it happened.. TRAFFIC! how stupid are we to not remember there would definitely be 4th of july traffic? we were still in camarillo at 3:45. we called and they said we probably wouldnt make it but if we did.. just get in the door and they'd do it. we were about to spend an hour in traffic just to sit in the parking lot feeling crappy.. so tim was speedy mc speederson. and i put on my running shoes.. not really. but i put on my flats. we got off the exit at 3:56.. behind *drum roll* THE SLOWEST DRIVER IN THE WORLD!!! yeah it was amazing.. at 3:58 we were at the light turning into the parking lot. at 3:59 i was running to the door. and at 4 exactly the lady was letting in the line of people and closing the door. i ran up right behind the last guy and just barely got in..

and that was just the start to absolutely everything going wrong. We were late.. the people we rude to me.. my mom got lost.. we went through a stack of papers because of mistakes until we finally got the info for our marriage license correct.

after the people were so rude.. i didn't know if i wanted to do it there again. i had a lump in my throat trying to keep it together thinking.. the world hates me.. and is trying to make this as horrible as possible. the walls started closing.. my head was spinning.. u know.. the works. Timmy showed up about 2 minutes later and said we didn't have to do it there if i didn't feel comfortable. but we were there.. i ran. he sped. i called my mom who was still completely lost.. and she said that i didn't have to get married there but at least get the license since we were there and so we could get married somewhere.. so we did. and then i had to make THE decision. i wasn't about to let a bunch of miserable tarts at the county clerks office.. who probably have nothing better to do but bash what they'll never have.. so instead of letting them win.. i felt bad for them. and we decided to get married. not having an appointment and all.. i thought we'd be waiting forever, but being late was actually a plus in the end because we were the last people and the wait wasn't long at all. my mom showed up right before the lady was done with our paper work. and then it was time.

i wasn't nervous.

and then then.. my mom said she neeeeeeded to tell me something and pulled me to the side and told me that today, of course, was my dads birthday... what are the chances of that?? i felt a little weird. but i got over it.

we walked into the ceremony well i guess you could call it a room.. it was more like a cubical but with higher walls. there was a little arch and we stood under it holding hands. my mom was taking pictures. the lady told her to take a lot because it went fast. and i thought.. crap this is going to be disappointing. i was trying not to laugh at Timmy making goofy faces at me. and then she started talking and i felt fine.. then she told Tim to repeat after her.. and at the first word my lungs tensed up and i couldn't breath. i got butterflies not only in my stomach but all over my body. and i was more excited as he spoke, but still completely calm. maybe even more calm than before. then it was my turn.. and i thought my only problem would be stumbling on the words. due to I'm retarded.. wrong...... we got married this way because we didn't want to wait anymore.. it'd been long enough.. but the plus was that i definitely would not cry. well, i could barely understand myself.. I'm so gay. who cries?? but i couldn't help it. we could have been anywhere. i was just looking at Timmy and saying those vows to each other was what it was all about. i thought where it was would be what made it romantic.. but its how its said. honestly.. we could skip the real wedding later, and I'd be satisfied. I mean.. it'd be nice. but I'm good. But we have to have it tho.. for Tims family. especially his mom and dad. and the rest of my family.

After we exchanged rings and she announced that we were man and wife and we kissed.. he called me wifey. i told him not to cuz I'm gay but i like it. we walked to the car and my mom got all mom on me. and then she left and i walked to the car. Tim opens my door every time I get in the car. even sometimes when I am the one driving. so he's there with my door open and i am getting in and he says "First time opening your door as husband and wife :}" and takes like 3 pictures lol. Isn't he adorable? yeah he is. So we were talking on the way out about how it was actually kinda nice.. rude ladies and all. and having my mom there didn't end up being weird. like just in general or the fact that we had a huge fight like hours before and i didn't even want her to come. but we got over it. and we were talking about how if we just had a witness provided for us.. it'd be really weird. and Tim even said that having my mom there made him feel better. like calmer. I agree. I wish alisha could have come but I'm a ham.. and with too many people it might not have felt as personal.

so that's how we did it. the end. lol.

the next day we woke up and Tim is like "First time waking up as husband and wife" lol. or did i say it? i can't remember. i was half asleep.

we did a bunch of little things yesterday. we didn't really know what to do. but we got some sushi and some fruit and stuff and had a little mini buffet and a movie. we fell asleep on the floor till 3am! and Timmy had to work the next day. good thing he gets an hour more of sleep now :]

Things feel so much better.

But.. my head feels so much.. empty.

I told Tim that i spent most of my time thinking about not being married and everything along with it.. and now that we are.. i have no thoughts.. for the first time in a long time.. i actually have to search for thoughts.

pictures to come... many. many much. ness.

ok bye

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i can't find my camera chord :[

i got a new bathing suit on the way to vegas.

aaaaaaaand 10,000 BC made me cry lol.

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[1408] Taste these teeth...
[1407] One Banana Stand At A...
[1406]
[1405] Zingy Zingy Zingy
[1404] Early Bird Gets Nothing
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[1401]
[1400]
[1399]
[1398] It Starts.
[1397] False Pretense
[1396] My eyes are melting
[1395]
[1394]
[1393] Hello Kitty
[13 92] Friedly Fire
[1390] Hands Down
[1389] Oh Sexxay...
[1388]
[1387] Like A Desperate...
[1386]
[1384]
[1382]
[1381] Mini Roses
[1380] "MOO"
[1379] In the Hole
[1378]
[1377] Rock the Cradle
[1375] As Soon As You Start...
[1372] Run Baby, Run
[1371] And it teases you for...
[1370] Images
[1369] The Closer
[1367] Release
[1365] Stop and Stare
[1366] What Gets You Through...
[1364]
[1363]
[1361] Easter Eggs and Karma...
[1359] Michelle My Belle
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[1356] BAH!
[1355] Some People
[1354] Hmm
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[1350] BEYOND
[1349]
[1348]
[1347] Imagine All The People
[1346]
[1345]
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[1343]
[1342] A Job Well Done?
[1341] Daily News
[1338] My Foot Is Asleep
[1337]
[1336]
[1333]
[1332] Simple and Plane?
[1331]
[1330] Bendy Straws
[1329] Is Narnia in the...
[1328] I'm A New Soul
[1327] Hermit Crabs Are Gross
[1326] Last Last Time
[1325]
[1324] Juxtaposed
[1322]
[1321] zours
[1320] It's You
[1318] Setting the New...
[1317] He likes how I shake...
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[1313]
[1312] MVP
[1311]
[1310] superimposed
[1309] very funny
[1307]
[1306] The Definition Of A...
[1305] Homemade Cards And Die...
[1304]
[1303] I Can't Deny
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[1300] Oh
[1298] Pointlessness
[1296] Not To Brag..
[1294] The White Stuff..
[1293] A Matter of Time
[1291]
[1289] Just Get Over It
[1288] Well
[1286] Makin Babies
[1285] Ginger Bread Houses
[1284] Jam and Pim
[1283] Oh Man
[1282] Thankful
[1281] Half Alive
[1280] Hundreds of Pages,...
[1278] Phantom of the Opera
[1277] The MEat Of LOve
[1276] So, So I Don't Know
[1274] For Little You Or...
[1271] Happy Feet
[1270] Epic
[1269] Liife is Wonderful
[1267] This Isn't Hollywood
[1265] That's What HE said
[1263] I was so
[1262] Boys Like Girls
[1261] I Am Over It
[1259] I Feel Good All Over
[1258] Running Right Behind...
[1257] Officially Unofficial
[1255] Naked Lunch Is Natural...
[1256] Blue Jean Baby
[1254] I Know Everything...
[1253] Footprints On My...
[1252] harlequin girl
[1251] uhm
[1250] Graphic Design
[1248] That's
[1247] Well..
[1246] Sunday Morning
[1244] i might disappear
[1243]It's too...
[1242] Like A Drug
[1240] hear me out
[1238]
[1237] Aww and AHHH!
[1235] Santa Cruz
[1234] Painting
[1233]
[1227]
[1225] Pencil Sharpeners &...
[1223] Why not..
[1222] Nothing without you
[1220] just another survey
[1217]
[1216 1/2]
[1214] i need a poptart
[1212] Kelly Anne
[1211] running away
[1210] yellow and lime
[1205] Let it be
[1206]
[1203] It's Official
[1202] BLAHHHHG
[1099] Across The Universe
[1201]
[1098]
[1095] title and registration
[1094] Are You Ready To...
[1092] I shot you in the face...
[1091]
[1090] whatever what?
[1089] breathing
[1087] finish this later
[1086]
[1084] like a raindrop
[1082 1/2]
[1082]
[1081]survey thingy
[1079] this is a reminder
[1078]
[1076]
[1075]
[1074]
[1072]
[1071] funny face
[1070] p50
[1068]
[1069] and eat it too
[167] renee is gay
[166]skoozy
[1065] Couch
[1063] I dont care
[1060]
[1058] The Rest
[1057] finding neverland
[1054]
[1050] no title.
[1048] radio on
[1047] in other words..
[1045] If you ever had a...
[1043] I hold sunlight &...
[1042]
[1040]
[1039] going nowhere
[1038]
[1036] The way I am
[1033] bridal shops and zuma...
[1032] my only one
[1031]
[1029] hunger
[1027] POP goes my heart
[1026] tooools
[1025] bodily functions
[1024] Gravity
[1022] photoshop 101
[1020]
[1019] diligently doubtful
[1018] TSS
[1017] not worth mentioning,...
[1014]
[1012]
[1013]
[1011]
[1010] BAH!
[1008] oh, you're alone
[1007] mind boggling
[1003]
[1002]
[1001] "sup"
[1001]the real 1000
[1000] and the winner is!...
[999] spanglish
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[985] and makes me realize
[986] Makes Me Wonder
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[982] the last couple years
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[980] your hands are mine to...
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[977] and all the kings...
[975] commonplace occurances
[974] there aint nothin to...
[972] nothing gold can stay?
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[967] i think not
[966]
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[964] shooting star
[961] double sided tape
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[954]
[953] i hate sleep
[952] Going to the chapel &...
[951]
[950]
[949] I cant think of a...
[948] All about those words..
[947] Geek in the Pink
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[944] Hits her like a ton of...
[943] adhesive bandages...
[942] Ryan Atwood?
[940] sibling rivalry
[939] he's gotta be strong,...
[938] one day i slowly...
[935] walkign and singing...
[932] amanda must die...
[930] In a flash...
[929] Humphry Bogart stole my...
[928] timmy fry fry
[927] i got you babe
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[918] Don't let the..
[917] August I'll see you...
[915] cuz its sexy
[914] january 6th
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[910] This Christmas
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[909] wow i wrote alot of...
[908] Thailand or bust
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[904] coffee break
[901] Best buy blows
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[895] parinoid
[894] Curve balls
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[891] almost alive
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[889] this could be different
[786] cold stones and warm...
[785] globalization is...
[783]
[781] screw it
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[779] From the freeway
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[763] tonight
[762] boring again
[759] boring
[760] top of the mornin to ya
[758] no name face
[757] pretty much...
[752] i cant find my phone...
[750]
[749] dirty pirate hooker
[747] things change...
[744] on wednesdays we wear...
[745] ash hole
[746] i guess..
[740] mondayness
[743] it helps
[742] 21st
[738] fine.
[739] i hate myself
[735] So Little Purpose...
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[732] well..
[731] Bianca Bear
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[729] yeah..
ahh.
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[719] Mothers Day
[718] Jefferton
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[714] one thats all your own
[711] X-games continued
[710] X-games
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[707] Country Time
[706] We'll hide indoors
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[704] Cuz I Cannnnn
[703] my depth perception
[702] Innocence Again
[700] the plan
[698]entry title
[697] In the FACE!
[695] In Roswell
[694] Shirt PUrses
[693] One Word...
[692] Now You Know
[691]
[688] Number Two
[685] just catching up
[684] Sit D is Healed
[683] Gotta make that mottor...
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[679] Entirely Useless
[677] ya know..
[675] Straight Up Now Tell Me
[673] ANother Way
[672] Blame It On Bad Luck
[671] December 9th
[670] All You Wanted
[649] Until this echo can...
[648] Hey
[667] 8:40
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[664] Douse the lights
[665] i tried to be...
[660] All In Your Hands
[659] subside
[658] Caricature of intimacy
[657] & paying in naivity
[656] whats best?
[653] It starts
[652] "How Are You?"
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[647] So contagious
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[646] The Art of Growing Up
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[643] Tomorrow is the new...
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[641] but its better if you do
[640] storage
[639] heart & soul
[637] so far
[636] writers block
[635] titles are overrated
[633] Raindrops on Roses
[632] 5:15 and beyond
[629] lunch backwards is...
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[627] I'm the new cancer
[626] TRY
[625] swing kids
[624] knmsdn
[623]untitled
[622] Hippie Monkey
[621] A quick one
[618] Viva La Difference
[617]
[615] CABOOSE!
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[612]
[610] Just this once
[609] What Good Is It?
[608] Pour it out
[605] 6:25
[604] teddy grams and kelly...
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[602] thingy i do
[600] Blank
[598] PG
[596] Unthinkable
[595] ...on both accounts
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[592] On a day like this
[591] Take my breath away
[589] forever to get here
[588] survey
[587] sos
[585] so this is the new year
[583] back in black
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[580] christmas
[579] Nite before Christmas
[577] Click here
[575] Brown and baige
[574] Indestructable
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[570] Chicken Little
[569] Out and about
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[565] American Reject
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[562] the taste of saint...
[560] Turks!
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[558] Marriage and divorce
[556] Hey tony!
[555] PICTURES?
[552] Beachen'
[551] Whatever
[550] The Travis
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[547] Not gonna happen
[545] Like Fandango
[544] Cute in the rain
[543] Shocker
[541] cereal killer
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[539] TWO stupid to count
[537] bleh
[536] All sortsa time
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[533] unfinished
[532] Keep me in tune
[531] Hoctober 31st
[530] literate and stylish
[529] water fills these open...
[527] too good to be true
[526] ESPN or something
[524] Picture this
[522] Lime Flavored
[521] What gives?
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[517] Worth the pain
[513] 20 questions
[512] Dear Diary
[509] burts bee's
[511] meow, isnt that nice?
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[507] I ate carrots
[506] five O six
[504] That simple
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[502] Throw it back
[499] September ends tonite
[498] Juxtapose myself and me
[496] Walls of Porn
[495] Mommy dearest
[494] NUTS!
[491] Cuz after all..
[490] sendin me straight to...
[489] Shrinking?
[487] a glimpse
[486] YAy for that
[485] weezererererer...
[484] So deep that it didnt...
[483] No heavy thoughts
[481] pink pops and red eyes
[480] pictures cuz i can
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[478] CASTLES IN THE SKY
[477] Turn It Inside Out So I...
[476] Big Brothers
[474] Short and Stout
[473] The M word!
[472] Gaps in History
[471] Oh guess what
[470] my heart is spoken for
[468] the biggest yellow...
[467] Goodwill
[466] Crazy Selfish
[464]
[463] Left Unsaid
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[460] monday
[456] A Good Scream!
[455] When I wanna be
[453] Incoherent response
[452] No Friends
[450] Fall to pieces
[451] Delta pics
[449] For a week at a time
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[447] I can't live
[445] its all in you
[446] Always something
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[442] I'm a notebook?
[441] Ventura theater
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[438] Feel and felt better
[436] ndusfsduifbsdfg
[435] Dont put it out with...
[434] 1 Month
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[431] Boys are like
[430] Nothing
[429] basically
[428] For a week
[426] Like riding a bicycle
[423] i like bruises
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[422] Delta whAAAt?
[419] sean & jeni pictures
[417] "whAAAAAAA?"
[416] coOOOOOokie crisp!
[415] frikken whoa
[414] yawn
[413] TGI Friday
[411] live a colorful life
[412] For you only
[410] Accuse me?
[409] How much longer will...
[408] duckie hearts P-tree
[407] freak out
[406] wanna bake me cupcakes?
[404] i have a sean?
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[400] 400!!!!!
[399] Beachen'
[396] new season
[395] pictures!!!
[394] are we in space? do we...
[393] mmmmHMMM!
[391] water is for quiters
[390] I love lamp
[389] But i just keep tryin
[388] kick me
[382] Look at the MOON
[385] To make plans and...
[381] suck
[383] show time
[382] pictures are fun
[381] to eat or not to eat?
[380] why do u wait on me?
[379] yeah. but what color...
[377] i think i might just..
[374] something unpredictable
[373] If you see a change in...
[371] such sweet sorrow
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[367] the roaring 20's
[364] poo poo
[360] heh.. 360 eh?
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[356] Entry Title
[355] you make me wanna "la...
[352] Who am i?
[343] The spectrum's A to Z
[342] Kiss me I'm romantic!
[341] Oh! Oh yes indeed
[340] We looked like giants
[339] DOH!
[338] TOM WENT TO THE MAYOR!
[337] Shhh don't tell!
[336] The dingo ate my...
[335] Little miss apprehensive
[334] Shoes on the ceiling
[333] lalala da bears
[331] And ended so soon
[329] PANCAKED...
[328] Red lettered day
[327] My life....
[326] Baby eys
[325] Does evil exist?
[323] So sick of being tired...
[321] Noticing Nothing Again
[318] Sat and Sun
[316] You + Me = Us
[315] Not Even A Little Bit
[314] Love and Angels
[313] Bu-bu-bu-bunnies are...
[312] R is for Rawr
[310] Are you ugly?
[309] a new start
[308] I hate them all
[307] not going anywhere
[306] 3 In The AM
[305] I dream of... Justin...
[303] I'm invisible
[302] It's Over
[300]THE
[298] when they doubt
[297] Hmm.
[296] nope, not at all
[295] unfinished
[294] Tehacha' what?
[293] And Yet
[292] not finished
[291] Tom Boy
[290] HASSELHOFF!!!!
[285] NOWWWWWWWW!
[287] ninja what?
[284] sing that song for me
[282] EEK!!
[279] gentry
[280] Dun na na na
[277] The List
[275] For Once
[274] my pet wombat
[273] It Does...
[272] Like a donut?
[271] ouch, my liver
[270] misery or missouri?
[267] Space Up In My Head
[269] If You Can
[265] what i was expecting
[266] nothing
[263] In your head
[262] and nothing but the...
[261]
[260] two-sixty
[259] heart in a blender
[257]
[256] i can't feel my arm
[255] stomp my face to mush
[254] apples can runner fast...
[253] every little thing
[251] and i was like...
[250]
[249]
[248]um yeah?
[247]i got it at ross?
[246]after the glow
[243]sing it out
[244] kiss me on the mouth
[245] what would you name a...
[242]psycho supergoddess
[239] everything she had
[240]2 all you mother truckers
[238]one line at a time
[233] a theory of my own
[232] whistle while you work
[230]GO billy GO!
[228]Hope your doin well
[227] yeah yeah uh huh
[226] BOOGErs!
[222] adam wasn't there
[221] emotionally exhausted
[220] endless rain
[219] SAl farted on my arm
[218] hi and hello
[217] The fireman told me
[216]if peter pan was naked...
[215] forever temporary
[214] I cant count to...
[213] Butcher's Hook!!!!
[212] iron your lips
[211]Have I told you lately?
[209] who knows what entry...
[202] I'M RETAWDED!
[200] Where have all the...
[199]
[197] 2! 4! 6! 8! WHO DO I...
[195]Its been a while
[191] urg
[192] Even if...
[189] Save the Night
[187] NIKOLA!
[184] my bonnie lied, so I...
[183] Denial, revisited
[181] Blink 182??
[180] OoOOOooOOoBArAcUdA!
[179] mexico pictures finally
[177] I saw your butt and...
[175]thursday night
[174] Its the end of the world
[172] BOP!
[171] Monday Maddness
[170] Hecho en MexicO!
[169] the nite before mexico
[168] SO lame
[166] climax coming in my way
[165] the magical sitar
[164] hungry eyes
[162] Onion rings are...
[161] To Grandma's House She...
[160] THE CAR SHOW!!!!
[158] Polka dancing chEEt-O...
[157] monday
[156] picture this...
[155] pretend for you
[154] one for the road
[153] Didn't tell myself
[152] thoughts compressed
[151] dental floss and remote...
[150] puddles of cream cheese
[147] the cow talks!
[145] an entry to skip
[146] A nice balance
[143] ursala 1000
[140] SO lame and very much...
[139] hollywood horror
[138] and would you...
[136] Say Sneeze?
[137]Say what?
[135]Nothings wrong
[134]so fresh and so...
[132] dont read..
[133] and and and... is DNA...
[131]
[130]the word is oi
[129]look a duck
[127]
[128] fade away real slow
[126] Duckpond
[125] Leona said...
[124] Feed the Sheep
[123]P-P-P-PICTURES!
[121]He needs salt
[120] volcon logic
[119]Incandifamous
[117] ear-lee-ness
[114]It starts
[111]cheerio darling,...
[113] EVERYWHERE!
[110]SO HI
[109]what a hippo called...
[108]tish-a-moo's
[107]and I said whoo whoo
[106]jellyfishing...
[105]Once upon a german...
[104]Eat Our Chips
[103]?sselesnes detsiwt?
[101]Dalmations
[102]100!!!!!!!! BOTTLES...
[100]I LIKE EGGS!
[98]dun dun dun
[97]WHOOOO are you? who...
[95]14 DAYS!
[94]Give me a...
[93]Double what?
[92]pb and smuckers jelly
[91]JENI'S GOT A GUN!
[89]TARZAN RAPED MY FOOT!...
[90]Stringy cheese
[88]Sunday
[86]THE MISSING ENTRY!
[87]BE HAPPY!
[85]Bite my face
[84]Nothing more than...
[82]what flavor is the...
[80]Loads of Laughs
[79] looks like butt
[78]I see bad people
[76]Sitting on the letter...
[74]Warm Bricks and...
[73]so move your car
[70]boys-n-berry chapstick
[69]GET A SIT DIARY!
[68]Its whats for dinner
[67]PICTURES
[66]On behalf of an Ox
[65]BATMAN!
[64]The angry entry
[63]Utters
[62]if u noticed me
[61]Green Pants
[60]i eat rubber bands
[59]break your yoyo
[58]this is a boring entry
[57]don't know why
[56]ducking donkeys,...
[54]KIG-NIG-ITS!
[53]butter scotch tomatoes
[50]hand to hand
[51]Saddened
[49]granny smith apple
[47]gahhhhhh
[45]the size of a peach...
[46]drink my pee
[44]GONE
[43]what if I am a...
[42]and that's what I had...
[41]RAZOR BURN?
[39]Blind Mangos
[38]Effective Butter
[37]Funny Soaps
[35]shoelaces and where...
[34]braindead ducks
[33]Hello kitty committee
[32]and the fork jumped...
[31]I woke up
[30]so I burnt down your...
[29]Boring Bisexual
[28]Bohemian Rapshedy
[27]The berries taste...
[26]turkeys
[25]in my hands again
[24]chunky soup and...
[23]the HAPPY entry
[22] GOOD...
[21] I have to peeeeeee
[19] December 6th
[18] Happiness is Just...
[17]Nothing More Than...
[16]i am happy and I know...
[12]Leaving Spatula
[12]No More School
[10]KB Wasn't Home
[9]15 minutes
[8] And A Side of Buffalo...
[7]Just another day
[6] Head. Shoulders....
[5] Boys Hurt Me
[3]that sucked
[2] Um this is just...
[1]1st entry... EXCITING...
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