[389] But i just keep tryin

Listening to: no doubt- bathwater
Feeling: irritated
well. I am burnt out i am so overwhelmed. I have been working so hard. i finished 9 credits. I have 10 more left. I am trying and its so stressful. But i am trying hard. and every now and then i need a break. my mom and me were getting along pretty good lately. especially today. and then it went to crap. i just wanted a break. a small break. i had worked all day taking an hour break at like 6ish or something. then i worked until 9 and wanted to watch DOG and moulin rouge and then do more until i go to bed which is usually around 3. but she wouldnt shut up and it shouldnt be her business. she overwelms me. she doesnt help or encourage me in any way. infact, she does the opposite and i dont even want to graduate right now. just so she will be disappointed. why not, she disappoints me everyday. blah. every thing is so screwed up. on the upside, i got some nice messages from cory from church today. i think im gonna find him to be a good friend. in other news.. i dont need glasses and i dont have glacoma. i went to the eye doctor today cuz of my "history of glacoma" but they said my eyes looked fine. so thats good. i talked to my brother. i missed him alot. i dont think he misses me anymore. i dont feel close to him like before. i dunno what else to say.
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Thanx for the comment! your a sweetie!
Hoep your having a better day then mine though!
hope to talk to ya soon!
Lata!