WHAT!!??? WHAT!???? WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT??? lol ok whoa... um.. weird. heh. gah and a little grrr.. frustrating!!! everything is always so.. grrr! I wouldnt have known if i didnt read that stupid diary and i do. read brett's stupid diary. i dont know.. i get bored. i get stupid? GAH! crazy boys.. "intro to yoga and dance stretching"??? what the heck is he thinking?? I was going to take that stupid class and noooooow?.. i dont know. still take it? or maybe! maybe intermediate soccer or something.. bleh. but gosh. i really wanted to take that class! he doesnt even do yoga.. its just gonna be a bunch of girls.. ahA i see.. ok fine. he can have all the yoga and stretching and girls and be bored out of his mind and way skinnier than he needs to be.. seriously tho.. out of all the pe or dance classes to take... theres so many other stupid girly classes he could take.. like aerobics or something gay like that.. why does he need a yoga class??? he has his breakdancing.. if anything he should take a weight training class.. cmon now. not that he looks baaaaaaad skinny but he was always saying he wanted to i dunno nvm bleh it doesnt make sense. and yoga.. thats my thing. whatever.. Im gonna be a socca' playa! lol like billy madison? haha ok shut up its the vicodin... it makes me crazy.
crazy? i was crazy once... they put me in a padded room and nvm.. that joke is too long and i dont feel like writing it out.. over and over.. bleh. hmmm..
oh yeah so i was supposed to go to COC with my brother today but i forgot that today would be wednesday! oi. the doctor said that wednesday would be the worst day of pain and thursday.. I actually feel ok.. it hurts alot but i mean.. its not the worst pain in the world.. i could have gone with Jason but this morning.. first getting up.. ouch.. it was excruciating. mainly cuz all the medicine wore off in the night. maybe i'll go tomorrow.. or if he wants to come pic me up right now.. i should call him. LOL my cheeks are puffier than ever right now.. well it feels like it. probably not as puffy as monday.. i ramble alot. i need to speak to a counselor.. oh well, if i dont end up going im going to force myself to go to church. i need to go to church.
sean called this morning when i woke up.. well that was at 10:30 and its like 12 now so it wasnt that long ago... they made it to washington and they were the first band there. probably cuz they dont play till tomorrow haha. i still gotta find someone to give me a ride to ventura so i can go to his show on the 6th.. maybe talya! and luke and all them yeah. she'd like that. i think. hopefully. otherwise.. el brother but he'd probably make fun of them the whole time. he likes sean but he says his band is "too emo" for him. whatever.. theyre not even as emo as some of the stuff he listens to already. theyre amazing. and im not just saying that cuz im seans gf lol. but yeah what was i saying? i dont know.. im tired.. im gonna call my brother.
grr i was looking for "puffy" to describe my mood.. its not a mood but neither is "i have to pee" but puzzled is all they had.. and it works just fine.
hm, lets beat that boy up and kick him out of yogaaaaaaaa! & then lets BOTH do soccer, yahayahayah!!