"you are the worst conversationalist ever....", chase. well gee, thanks. but i already knew that.

waiting for the texture in the bathroom to dry. then I'm going to paint. hopefully I'll finish before timmy gets home. especially since i said i would go grocery shopping today... but know i wont because i would rather gauge my eyes out of my sockets then go anywhere today. i realized the reason there are always clothes on the floor.. because there are too many clothes and not enough storage.. 2 people need 2 dressers.. i don't know why we thought we could fit all our clothes into 1. it'd be cool if i can get the whole house clean by 4... i owe tim for this weekend. but i doubt that will happen since its already 12.

ouch! out of nowhere my arm is throbbing... why does this happen? :(

really want to move to colorado lately.

had a really creepy dream this morning around 9 or maybe later. i saw a shadow move across my eye lids. and then loud foot steps walk fast down the hall into the bedroom. it was weird. i immediately woke up and it felt so real, i thought it was timmy. i called to him and looked to see if his work boots were by the door.. but he wasn't home. freaked me out pretty bad tho.

just made zuchinni pasta with homemade tomato sauce and it actually tastes delicious! :) a little salty since i forgot to rince my zuchinni after drying them out. but still awesome!!

next up, painting the bathroom.

going to talk to my doctor about lowering my dosage from20 to 10 mg. (or "a" doctor. i don't like my old doctor.) i think i've been feeling a lot better, and i dont think its because of the pills. i think eating better is a huge part. plus, even tho things aren't perfect right now... instead of falling back into a slump like usual.. i feel more capable of handling things lately. still have bad days and sad days but i dont want to just give up completely.