Oh Sit Diary, how I miss you.... its been a while g's. I've been too tired to actually form thoughts in my head. well.. ones that make sense anyways. Its actually sort of sad. its just 1 thing. a full time job. that's it. so many people do so much more and I am struggling with just this.... i have it soo easy and yet my back hurts and my head hurts and my stomach hurts and i can't imagine how these super people must feel like... maybe that's just it tho. maybe I'm just not super. I'm not meant for super things? sadness. not much has happened. nothing worth mentioning. but since when is anything i write really.. ? Casey and Pete and Dustin were cool... but then Dustin was a jack ass. we were put together on a head to head checklist last week. and Dustin just wouldn't shut up. I can deal with annoying.. I'm fine with annoying. but it wasn't just that, its what he was saying. he kept saying that Tim is too nice to me and he needs to beat me and put me in my place and he kept calling me bitch and if i said "we should do this.. or that" about anything he would be like.. "we will do that when I say we will and you will do what i tell you". and i know when people are joking. I'm sure on some twisted level he thought he was. but it wasn't just a few of those comments. it was all day. it wasn't said in a sarcastic tone with a laugh and a nudge after... with joke implied. it was said over and over with a straight face and a bad attitude. this was in addition to the other 2 events that happened that day... 1. stealing Mario's phone and putting it in my purse, and then denying it after he had JUST confessed to it. and 2. stealing my bugs after i told him i found them and said that they were in there. but actually i forgot that i actually put one in. but i forgot but i knew it was mine because i would have bugged it. and he was being a little bitch about it. i finally just told him to take it. later i found out i already put it in. lol. so he couldn't write it anyways. but he was arguing with me like he found it... funny how it was in 2 days before that............ see... Dustin, besides just being a flat out douche bag... he's dominating. and he's cocky. He's dominating because he is short. short men are (almost) ALWAYS dominating. its gross. and i would guess he has a rather small penis because usually guys with small penises are very cocky.. figures. that jason guy i went out with was rather cocky... on purpose and on accident but he had not a large penis. i mean... I'm not trying to be mean here, its just a fact. anyways those 2 qualities just don't go together. in fact.. they suck together. i hate people like Dustin. Funny thing is, he wants to be a cop. HA! he would make the BEST cop. because to be a cop all you have to do is be arrogant.. and an asshole. and valla... badge! he never shuts up about it either. saying how hard it is to get into the California highway patrol... uhm yeah.... lol. and today he just wouldn't shut up about this stupid song and trying to find the meaning behind it... for literally.. well just way too long to be talking about anything that boring.he just said the same thing over and over and over. anyways. that's enough of that. i hate him. I wish i would have started with a different topic because i have a lot better things to write about than Dustin... but now i am hungry and tired and probably wont write again for another 3-5 days. :[