Anna Paquin and Claire Danes have been messed up in my head forever.. I don't even think I like Claire Danes....!!! I am a genius.. the food hangy thing had no hangy things.. but I improvised because I am awesome and innovative :] I have been feeling an overwhelming sense of worthlessness the last couple days.. it comes and goes. i need friends. speaking of friends... Ian is so weird.. he's so hot and cold. Nice and talky and then he's all ignory at me. Like today when i was away from my computer he just said "jerk" and "are you even there turkey pants" lol and then i came back but he was gone. later I'm away again and he says "jeni" on facebook im. and when i get back he's gone. but later on myspace he's on and I call him a jerk just cuz he called me one earlier.. and he signs off myspace. its strange but o well... he's one of the only friends i have right now. I hope my cousin Erycka comes to live out here... she said she wanted to.. it wouldn't be for a very long time from now but even so.. I can't wait.. I miss her. She's my favorite cousin by far. its not hard to play favorites in my family.. at least with my cousins anyways.. it was Manuel and although I still love him and stuff.. I don't think we can ever be as close as we used to be.. it was fake anyways.. especially since he blamed me for stealing my families money... 3 times. I bought things. can't say what on here but I know what i am talking about and I am excited for things to change :] Kazzinggachicken is my favorite word. dude...