So i dunno what i wanna do. might quit on Friday next week. Only reason I am waiting.. well 2 reasons... 1. i am almost at 3 months and i get my free games. and 2. Today we had a meeting and they are starting this new thing.. a "focus group" and i guess they do the same thing we are doing now only somewhere else and in a smaller group. so 4 hours of the day its normal and second part its that... not everyone is gonna do it tho. basically we have about i dunno... like 20-30 people on our project. and they picked 6 people to be in the focus group and i was one of them. they said the 6 people aren't guaranteed to do it. but we'll do "try outs" on Monday... i dunno. might be interesting to do something different for a change. kinda curious to see exactly what it is. and if its actually a good thing or not. in other news, the project lead.. UHG! SUCH a dick head. such. i was late. like 8:40 right but it took me 10 minutes to freaking park so i clock in at like 8:50. and the guy comes and he's all like "oh your here.." wtf... i was there yesterday asshole. and then he goes into the whole don't be late nonsense and i don't care since i'm quitting soon maybe. and then he asks why i was late. he asked. so naturally i answer... i told him that i leave 10 minutes earlier and get here 10 minutes later... because the 118 has a buttload of construction going on right now and its so unpredictable. and he cuts me off actually after construction and says "and the fires..." and I'm like huh? and he's like "and the fires and the flying monkeys" basically like saying stop making excuses kinda thing. i wasn't making an effing excuse. if u dont like the answer don't ask the effing question douchebag. jesus. its like he has one of those faces... that u just want to shove into a meat grinder... ya know? anyways.. happy thoughts... o. its friday, yay. and lots of cool stuff... well u might not think so (whomever u is) but i think so. It was really hot the last week.. hotter than i thought. Jefri stays outside and he's usually fine but Timmy noticed him panting really hard yesterday. and he looked closer and his chin was all wet. we looked around on the internet and it said that those are the first signs of heat stroke!!! so we had to put an end to this nonsense! i'm usually really good at putting out frozen water bottles for him and bringing him in when its too hot. but since I've been working.. i leave early when its cold.. and its didn't cross my stupid mind. and i'm not ome to let him in so he's out all day. and when i get home its not hot. but anyways... so we went and got some of the ceramic tiles in the closet (left over from the people who lived here before us). we put some around the porch and some frozen bottles. but it wasn't enough. so we got a large floor mat thing and some sun blocking screens and little ice packs that he can lay on, not next to. also rearranged some things so he has more shade in more places. i think he'll be fine. Timmy was so worried about him : i love that he loves him :} We want a kitten. to keep Choli company. she looks so bored and lonely when we leave. and her and Jef just aren't meshing. she wants to eat him.. he is clueless. and its just frustrating. Timmy said we should get a newspaper tomorrow and look for free kittens :} EEEE a kitty. can't wait. Choli was cute but she was a little large for for a kitten. and she grew soooo fast! i want a little fluff ball. i wish we got her brother : he was such a little gentleman. but he got sold like 3 days later when we finally had the bright idea that they would be happier together.. o well. I'm tired. yay for sleeping in.