Listening to: A Fine Frenzy- Almost Lover
we looked at 4 places today. 2 were house houses. with big yards and everything. the first one was ugly. the second was soo cute and it had a huge backyard and side yard and cute cabinets and 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, and it was just really nice. but we realized right away.. that would add an extra 10-15 minutes on tims drive and why would we do that when the goal is to cut time? so we had to eliminate that from our decisionnn.. grr. so the next place was in the apartments called the american beauties over by rainbow glen. i love those apartments. the windows and high ceilings make everything seem so much bigger. and it was within out price range this time and way better than the last ones we saw there. but the hoa fees are ridiculous. last place was the best. it was over on sandpiper the hoa fees are low.. probably the lowest we know of. and the apartment, altho it wasnt 100% what we wanted.. it worked and its cute. its not move in ready BUT it is WAY WAY under budget at only $199,000.. crazy! so we could still put a lot of work into it and be way under what we'd pay for anything we've seen so far and all it really needs is new floors and i forget if it had washer and dryer. and some paint.. maybe new cabinets. and thats about it. oh and because the living room has no place for our big tv expect a spot over the fireplace :] timmy wants to buy a flatscreen tv hee. fun fun. but thats way in the future soo.. yeah. we were thinking of where we would put everything.. right now we have a 2 bedroom 2 bath and so we have our bedroom and then like a catch-all room. but with 3 bedrooms and a loft its almost like too much space. the moorpark one is so great becuase of the location but they keep countering with lthese ridiculous offers.. they have had this place on the market for over 4 months i think or something.. maybe more.. and theyve had NO offers. and we offer and they just play these power games.. its like.. u have no other offers... just accept. g's.
talked to timmy about getting away. we might go to the beach for the weekend. like leave after work on thursday night and come back late sunday. we kinda wanted to go out to the channel islands idk it looked cool. woohooey.
i have been watching the hills season 1-3 since yesterday. stayed up all night on saturday watching it lol. its addicting. i was watching the last episodes of the 3rd season today and timmy was on his computer watching with me... i'd look over and he'd jiggle his mouse like he was actually on his computer lol but he was into it. muahahaha ha
i hate when guys say "hun". babe, ok. baby, awesome. darlin, ok for cowboys. dear.. ew. honey sometimes. love, lovely.. if you can pull it off. but hun? no. its just trying way too hard. too hard to be what? honestly?.. a girl. its like guys mistake "cool" for homosexuality.. you don't have to act like a homo to get a girl.. in fact i think you could bring on the opposite effect. especially if u find yourself wearing a lot of sweater vests..
my moms friend christi asked me to create a logo for her friends company or something like that. I'm not really sure who it is for. I just know that they said they would pay me. I told her not to worry about it since I've never actually done a logo for someone.. but then again I didnt ever do a business card before and they turned out pretty awesome.. BUT i dont want to disappoint. she told me we'll see what happens and if its good they'd pay me. I feel kind of weird accepting money from christi or a friend of christi. it's just kind of cool to have an actual job I can put in my portfolio. not just mock-ups. not that those aren't good.. just feel more valid when you can say.. that's for an actual company and such.
me and tim had some interesting conversations last night. like it was 4 in the morning and we're barely awake and i dont even know how it came up. something about strip clubs. and i asked him if he'd ever been. he had. a few times. and i thought it would turn into a thing but it didnt. he was so open about it and i could ask anything i wanted and he'd answer with an actual full length honest answer. even if it was kind of.. uncomfortable lol. but i know it was before he met me so.. you know.. its not like it matters.. its weird.. i never even thought to ask cuz i just cant picture him in one.. but he said he was a follower and that it was weird and uncomfortable. we actually laughed about it too. i like late night conversations. u cant really remember actually falling asleep.. just talking.
I need to clean and make myself pretty. so.. goodnight internetly world. and don't forget to flush..
what??
i want to go to paris.
tim is so cute. he knows I want to learn french. when we got back together in november and i was still at my moms.. i put up post its all over my room so we could learn that way but the post its lost their sticky and we never paid any attention to them anyways so it was kind of pointless. but yesterday he turned on a podcast of french and we're going to learn it every night during dinner. we think it'd be cool to teach our kids a different language. at least 1. french and spanish. because french is powerful and spanish is practical. so far we can greet each other. lol. we just greet each other over and over. we're dorks.
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super soft ultra sexy hair.. what could be better? I've been having some nice hair days.. low maintenance and easy.. yet full of volume. i love good. no. great hair days :} envy me. I'm fabulous. haha. jk I suck.. but my hair doesnt !! lol I'm so weird..
so i cant sleep... (havent tried but I can predict the future.... I'm just good like that)
SO time for a Quizzy McQuiz...
Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
the last girl I talked to was christi no.. our realtor. or alisha if a myspace message counts. i dont hate any of them.
When is the last time you took a nap?
bah i sleep too much at night to take naps.. i'm not that lazy... *shifty eyes*
Do you only drink bottled water?
uhm. no. yes. a bit.
What are you listening to right now?
a fine frenzy- almost lover. its a sad song and sometimes i like listening to sad songs. and stuff.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
uhhhhhh i think it was christi. yeah.
To text you?
like tim or the people who say how many minutes i have
To send you a Myspace message?
christi
What's on your mind most today?
uhhh the most.. idk i have a lot on my mind.
Something that happened today that made you angry?
sometimes timmy can be a confusing little monkey and and i gets a frustrated ats him. but its ok. i loved him up good. lol i talks funnies. jk.. forget u read that.
Have you dated anyone on your top friends?
like omg yeah.. and he is like so totally rad n stuffffffs
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
depends on the sitch. mostly talk about them. but sometimes i want to talk a lot. and people can only listen so much. so i guess i get as much as i can out and hide the rest. mostly. sometimes i hide it all and block things out until i forget and then they pop up and im like woah g's
Do you wear makeup?
i try but i fail :{ I cant make myself pretty :/
Are you missing someone?
uuuuuuuuuh idk i guess some people..
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yeah. i think so.. i knows so.
What instant messaging service do you use?
aim or yahoo. mostly aim but no one talks to me really.
Would you date/hook up with your sisters best friend?
i don't have a sister but.. if my sister had a best friend.. I'm just guessing it'd be a girl.. and that'd make me a lesbian.. is she hot? lol jk. but no. if it was a dude face then no absolutely not. drama.
What did you do last night?
i went to see 21 that blackjack movie with jim sturgess :}. i went with timmy and bea and ryan. lenny and his gf were gonna go but they didnt..
What color is your hair?
blackish
Where was the last place you hugged someone?
on my bed
Who was the last person you talked to in person besides family?
in person.. the personat food for less said hi to me and tim. i've talked to timmy since then but.. he is my family g's :}
What do you want most right now?
a wedding dress to fall out of the sky. i'm not joking... aaand nope that's really all...
What are you doing tonight?
after this I'm sleeping.. even tho its morninggg.
Are you happy right now?
right this second? i'm okay. I'm good. I'm loved.
Is your phone right beside you?
idk where it is.. i think its in my purse thing
Are you cold?
a bit.
What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
getting married hopefully :/
First thing you do when you wake up?
kiss timmy. turn on the tv and fall back asleep. brush the teeth
What does your best friend call you?
gangster.. lol jk?
Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
snow!
Who do you call the most?
tim for sure.
Have you ever kissed just a friend?
yeah one time it was so weird. it wasnt even like a kiss kiss.. it was like a kiss and a half. o lol. i guess thats more than a kiss. but no tongue. andddddd it was awkward.. for me anyways. it was one of those things where u know ur not going to date the person but u both have a thing for each other and u have to see if there are sparks or u'll just wonder forever. no sparks.. meh.
Have you ever fought for the opposite sex?
ha yeah once and never again g's. with a friend over a friend we had feelings for and it was stupid. i didnt realize that fighting for a guy was stupid and that the guy should fight for u until like.. like now.
Ever dyed your hair?
yeah a few times
Do you cry a lot?
lately :/ lately i cry at everything.
Are you good at keeping secrets?
yes i think so. didnt used to be.
Did you participate in gym class?
yeah it wasnt too bad
What does your last text message in your inbox say?
phone. too. far.
Do you crack your knuckles?
only when i hear timmy do it. otherwise no.
Have you ever been in love?
i have. i am.
Do you believe there's always room in your heart for your first love?
i think u keep certain memories of every love you have in ur head, but ur first love always stays in ur heart. even if u dont want them to.
Have you ever kissed in a pool?
mhmm
What kind of tattoos do you want/have?
ew
Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
no
What will you eat next?
breakfast
Why do/don't you want to get married?
i do becauseee i found my match. my balance in another person. you can like a lot of people and love a handful but i think you only have one soul mate and I found mine.
What's the lamest movie you've ever seen?
uh lamest.. i dont watch lame movies. i hate movies with crappy endings. recently watch gone baby gone. had a crappy ending. so that was lame. couldve been good. i cant think of any off the top of my head..
How old do you wish you were?
17 or 25
Do you know any foreign languages?
we are learning french
What was your favorite class in high school?
meh
What's your favorite pizza company?
dominoes?
What was your first job and for how long?
er solutions.. 3 months lol
What do you like to do when you're bored?
surveys??
Would you carry somebody else's baby?
no way. i couldnt give away my baby.
What tv show did you watch the most when you were a kid?
idk. i cant remember. i can remember scooby doo and flinstones. ducktales. care bears.. idk
What kind of car do you have?
a black honda civic.
How do you think the world will end?
the sun is gonna blow us ups!
What's the first thing you'd buy if you won the lottery?
a house. and a car for timmy. and a truck for me. and pony cuz u know.. its a pony. and cloths. and a mac computer and such..
What college do you wish you could go to/went to?
i wanna go to the Pasadena art center
What was the worst fashion statement you've ever made?
probably have to be.. everyday of elementary school. and some of jr high.
Who would you fight if you had the chance to right now?
haha.. i know a lot of people i'd like to punch in the face.. like a chick from my last job. the boss. mike. my mom lol but that's taken care of. jk. jk. g's
What historical figure would you want to be for the day?
Cleopatra
When's the last time you've been to the doctor and what for?
too long :/ like 3 years ago!! i have so much wrong with me I'm surprised I'm not dead yet..
What do you day dream about the most?
oh stuff
What's the last song to get stuck in your head?
stop and stare
What's your favorite kind of plant?
sunflowers are #1. daffodils. peonies. and roses
What's your favorite season?
fall
What's your favorite piece of clothing?
tank tops. all.
What kind of underwear do you usually wear?
uhm, idk whatever i grab first. right now theyre lite pink with black polka dots.
What would be the perfect gift you could receive from your bf/gf?
a puppy!? no.. not now. a plane ticket to anywhere with a chapel on a hill.
What kind of cell phone do you have?
nokia?
What's the longest amount of time you've slept?
lately? idk 10 hours?
What food can you cook the best?
i like my enchiladas.
What's your favorite coffee beverage?
EW.
How old were you when you had your first serious bf/gf?
17-18
What do you think about Pluto not being a planet anymore?
lol what? poor pluto.. you are still a planet in my eyes :/
Do you think that it's ok to kill animals for sport?
no and people who do should be kicked in the tummy.
What part of the newspaper do you read?
the classifieds :{ not in a while tho. i dont read news. i watch it on tv when timmy does.
How many piercings have you had in your lifetime?
2
What country would you most like to visit?
paris. or london. venice. rome. florence. sydney. thailand. etc. but mostly paris.
What did you usually eat for lunch in high school?
idk i can only remember asking random people for money and we'd buy mc griddles. o wait that wasnt lunch.. idk..
Are you a vegetarian, and if you are, why did you make that choice?
no but i should be cuz im a fatty and i'mma eatchoo..
What color are your bedroom walls?
white
What's your favorite color to wear?
blue. green. black. white.
What facial feature creeps you out the most about someone?
i love eyebrows when they are great but if u have creepy messy unkempt or unibrow eyebrows.. im concerned.. or big ears lol. yeah that has to be the worst. think about it. your nose and your ears.. NEVER stop growing. till u die. so. starting small is ideal. ugly sideburns. if u cant pull it off.. dont. please dont.
Do you prefer long/short hair, and dark or light hair?
mmm short light ish brown hair. or pitch black. u have to really know what ur doing to pull off long hair. especially long light hair.. we're talking about guys still right?
What has been the best place you've ever visited?
colorado was nice.
Do you have any nervous habits?
biting my nails. grinding my teeth in my sleep.. doesnt happen a lot only once in a while. biting the inside of my cheek :/ shaking my leg. playing with my belly button.
Do you smoke cigarettes?
ew.
What's your favorite TV channel?
idk.
What was your favorite pair of shoes as a kid?
i dont know. oh i loved my oxfords.
What's your favorite kind of pastry?
huh? uhm. yummy kinds. i like blueberry muffins..
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