I feeeel retarded... I look it toooooo! my dr asked me if there was any possiblity that i was pregnant. Well.. lets put it this way.. they have no need to worry that I am having sex because I am definetly not having sex and I have come to the conclusion that its just not gonna happen.... not that I would before marriage but I am doubtful that it will happen then too...yeah I am 17 and Im too afraid to use a freaking tampon.. and those are small. small. not big. like other things that are bigger than small. o the irony... heh I know Im a loser.. sue me. So today was weird last night was awful.. I was so mad and so angry.. and well that glass that got jammed in my foot really did a number on me. I didnt really hurt but then in the morning it was all swelled and AH! So my mom took me to the dr. and I got an x ray... I dont feel comfortable being on a table alone with a guy with gloves.. but thats what went down.. and it turns out I am fine. But yeah so I feel like a retard.. and Ive been walking all retarded and it hurts and it just so happened that today was our mothers day shopping day... grrrr. I hurt. Donivan and me and the brother were at the mall for like 3 hours.. we spent so much on her.. so my brother bought himself a gmae and me some glasses... just to make a nice balance. I want a bunny. I hurt. I need a nap. I want to call the brett. haha i really need to watch my language.. no not a Rabbit's bunny... a bunny.. a furry little animal bunny thing. hehe they are cute. DONT PANIC VANNESSA! haha. that was funny...