so things are stupid but getting better? i think.havent cried myself to sleep in 2 nights. and i feel more awake. well im exhausted right now. but in general. i miss tim. i picked up my cousin from tehachapi today. its good cuz i was going crazy with no one to talk to. i still wish tim would have taken me with him. but having manuel here makes it a little more barable. and he listens to me. he knows whats going on and such and he gets it. so its nice. i feel so ugly lately oi. i was looking at myspace yesterday and this kid mikeal posted that it was his bday so i wished him a happy bday and he left me a nice picture comment. that lady tim had call me called yesterday. she said she was gonna call back but she never did. o well. i dont really have time this week anyways. i miss tim... i need to return library books! im obsessed with the sims. immmmmmmm soooo tired. urg. still missing tim.