I'll always remember

it was late afternoon

it lasted forever

and ended so soon

you were all by yourself

staring up at a dark gray sky

I was changed

In places no one will find

all your feelings so deep inside

was there that I realized

that forever was in your eyes

the moment I saw you cry

It was last in september

And I've seen you before

you we're always the cold one

but I was never that sure

you were all by yourself

staring up at a dark gray sky

I was changed

In places no one will find

all your feelings so deep inside

was there that I realized

that forever was in your eyes

the moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you

I wanted to make it go away

I wanted to know you

I wanted to make your everything

alright

um. well. i feel... relieved. and yeah, i feel crummy too. thats to be expected. i mean, who feels lovely after a break up? yeah. so... I'm gonna make the best of this. I know God doesnt want me to be with anyone right now. I know he hasnt for a while.. and i know if i would have just listened... things would be so much easier. But i cant live in the past now. I am sorry and God loves me. He knows my heart. so.. here it goes. no more second thoughts.

but gosh.. boys are soo.. i duno.. they say they wanna at least be your friend, if nothing else.. and once you actually break it off.. they are like "i cant be your friend" or they just act all weird or they just dont want to talk to you anymore... guys are so disconbobulated.