I havent written for a while because sit diary was being a butt.. and then the mother was... but now all is good.. well in those areas... in later news.. I am miserable but thats to be expected. Theres way to much going on to say except that i broke up with Brett and the mother is a psycho. I would explain more but i have to get ready for church. I had the worst weekend... but it was cool cuz I went snowboarding, but the feeling of snowboarding wootness died the moment I walked in my door.. the mother is a complete and utter (haha utters) psycho. SHe is evil. I need to speak to her doctor because she is driving me crazy. Which makes me miss my brother. When he was home she'd focus some of her positive energy on him.. saving the fun negative energy for me... which i dont care because its never positive with me so less negative works too.. if that made any sense. I just miss my brother. He is a good big brother and I need him right now. He always makes me feel better. And I need a jason hug. Snowboarding was cool. I was ok for my first time. Donivan told me to go with him to the next slope... he said it was the same sa the one we were on.. o but it was BIGGER. But its ok I didnt hurt myself. Elaine gets free tickets so a day that would have costed $250 only costed us $10. Pretty shibby. I have to go get ready and such so I'll write more later. bye.