107!! i lost 3 lbs in 2 days...!!!! any i barely worked out the other day. and yesterday not at all. that's HUGE! but i am not. heee... only 7 more to go and I will be sexified. oooh i like that word... its feisty. only 12-15 more hours until BAHANANANANANA! timmy's 3 (almost 4) day weekend EXTRAVAGANZA!! if you put extravaganza at the end of things.. it makes it more extravagant... :] Our goals for the weekend are: paint 1 bathroom and buy a kitty.. oh and also get flood insurance :[ jerks. But mostly, get a kitty. AAAAAAnd. stuff. I can't wait. I've been so bored this week. i hate that I am starting to hate this housey thing. because i don't. i love it. its pretty and homey.. but i am going to go crazy in here all alone.... maybe not this weekend but soon.. I think we should go fishing too. timmy can fish and i can read and pretend to fish. jk, i can try :/ Timmy likes to fish for fishies. and and and and then we will jam and eat pb and JAM sandwiches. i hate sleeping when he's here... heee's... the most amazingest huuuusbaand iiiiin thhhe wooorrrrrrrrld. there were lots of jobs posted on craigslist today. well there always are but never ones for meeeee.. but today there was like 14.. so I wrote them down and I'm gonna send out resumes tomorrow morningg. i hope something happens.. :[ I want timmy to be as proud of me as i am of him. but timmy makes me feel nothing but perfect.. he never makes me feel bad about that. he never tries to make me feel bad. and continually shows his love and support. but i have to find one soon.. 24 is only 2 years away. and i have to go back and finish school before i am 24 because thats baby making time.. well thats the plan anyways. little B**** J****. i have to hide it because you might take it... and that would be lame. I kinda like the name stevie for a girl but then people will think i copied my brothers friend's gf.. but i doubt her name is actually "stevie". its probably stephanie. and i would never name my kid such a nasty name.. thats like naming your kid amanda. who does that? but if we have a girl it'll be j**** r*** we're still trying to figure out the 2nd boys name... any ideas?? I liked Ezekiel but i think kelly and Johnathan took it. grrr. timmmy liked it too... we might just do it anyways. unless its a girl.. and we're back to stevie?? tim says we'll probably end up having 3 girls because his family is all boys! :/ idk how i feel about that. my family is mostly girls so... maybe it'll be a nice balance or my brother will get the girl gene. idk why I'm even talking about babies right now.. i guess we've seen how screwed up the youth of the world is lately.. and it makes us talk about our future.. our family. so its on my mind. anyways.. who knows... I'm so old! Timmy is the only one who will love me when i get short and wrinkly and and can't control my bladder :/ stupid spider bit me 2 days in a row! but it didn't bite Timmy! he says its because i taste better.. psh... I'm itchy! i don't wanna sleep... can you tell? tomorrow i will... send resumes, job search again, yogaaaa, breakfast, study, laundry, shower, lunch, drums, nap, and make dinner.. among other things uhgs. people are soo annoying. timmy is right, you can't trust anyone anymore...