1. Is there someone you wanna date right now? I'm content 2. Name one annoying thing hunger.. keep eating.. not full. what gives? 3. Who is the last person that IMed you? sean. 4. What is your name? jeni g's 5. Go to Google.com & search for the lyrics to the song you're listening to & post them here: bah... "Come to me now And lay your hands over me Even if it's a lie Say it will be alright And I shall believe I'm broken in two And I know you're on to me That I only come home When I'm so all alone But I do believe That not everything is gonna be the way You think it ought to be It seems like every time I try to make it right It all comes down on me Please say honestly you won't give up on me And I shall believe And I shall believe Open the door And show me your face tonight I know it's true No one heals me like you And you hold the key Never again would I turn away from you I'm so heavy tonight But your love is alright And I do believe That not everything is gonna be the way You think it ought to be It seems like every time I try to make it right It all comes down on me Please say honestly You won't give up on me And I shall believe I shall believe And I shall believe " 6. Rate your life from 1-10 10 being the best. 7ish 7. What did you do today? looking for job. watched roswell. drove manuel around. notes. drums. ate food. thats about it.. boring. 8. Are you keeping a secret from someone that needs to know the truth? needs to know? mmm no i dont think so.. 9. What is the last song you heard? the one i just posted... 10. What do you think of your siblings? I'm glad we're talking again. 11. What was the reason you last cried? lol because I am a dork... 12. What was the first thing you said when you woke up today? out loud? i dont know.. in my head.. "ouch my back!" 13. Last time you couldn't take your eyes off someone? :] 14. What do most people call you? jeni.. g's 15. Who is your celebrity crush? justin timberlake.. yeah yeah.. 16. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them? not hated.. just didnt like too much. 17. Did anyone see the last person that kissed you kiss you? what? lol i had to read that 3 times.. Im dislexic... and no.. i dont think so.. 19. Are you more independent or dependent? gah. i'd like to be more independent... in some ways I am and and in some I'm really really not. 20. Ever had the opposite gender over when no one was home? yeeeah.. 21. Who will you see tomorrow? unfortunately, no one imparticular. uuuhg.. 22. Have you ever been cheated on? i wouldnt know.. I've been lied to tho and in a lot of ways thats worse. 23. Where will you drive when you drive next? arounddd 25. When was the last time you went to the mall? a few months ago 26. What'd you buy? saw a movie 27. Do you give out second chances too easily? i do what i want.. lol i dont know.. if i feel like i should.. then yes 28. Where was your last car ride to and from? dropped off manuel at in-n-out 29. Do you hold grudges? sometimes but i try not to. also depends on the person & the situation.. after a while I forget.. 30. Ever felt that no one related to you? mhmm. I'm an enigma. 31. Had plans and broke them? yeahhh.. big plans. big dumb ol plans. plans suck. take life as it comes... 32. Believe in the phrase "don't put off until tomorrow what you can do today." yeah I believe in it, trying to follow it.. 34. What are you reading now? this.. 35. Are you a tease? wouldnt you like to know.. 36. Who are you jealous of? your mom.. 37. What/Who can always make you laugh? always? idk. manuel . my brother. and recently & always, jason.. but thats just what he does best.. 38. Where do you see yourself in 3 years? president :] I feel like eating.. I'm gonna run instead. --------------------------------------- i talked to jason for a little while tonight. he was getting ready to go and said ok.. he said he knows we dont get to talk very much or see each other a lot, but that he appreciates how understanding I've been.. oi. I really had to bite my tongue. haha. because.. it is kind of hard and a little stressful But I like being understanding so Im not going to say anything about it. I like himm. aaand its really hardd. i guess i just have to deal with it. cant really do anything about it right now anyways. Hmm. I was thinking and.. Im not sure where we are in comparison.. who feels stronger about the other.. if i had to guess i'd say him, not to be cocky.. but i am really holding back. if i didnt then it'd be me, no contest. I feel like Im not showing my true self sometimes. I am a really passionate person.. but sometimes i feel myself blow off some of the sweet things he says, or i turn them into jokes. i dont know why i do it. but i hate it.. Im just holding back. we arent together and i dont want to base how i act on that but then again, it kind of matters. at least to me. i want to let go, but i dont know what would happen. I dont know where its going and after what he said tonight about when he wants to get married, even if it could.. but i know i miss him when Im not with him. But I also know know know, that you cant change a guy. no matter what. It just wont happen. They want what they want.. thesmartest thing to do is find one who wants what you want.. lol... I'm hilarious. Maybe thinking is just overrated.. maybe thats what stupid people say. Maybbbeee I can put thnking on hold for a while.. yeah. anyways.. in conclusion.. Im going to go watch an epEsode of roswell and then Im off to sleepedy sleep.. and dream of my cute boy in his big comfy white bed and wish i was there with him... grr you dont know what youre missing if you never had it.. waking up with him was spectacular.. even if he did snore lol... he's lovely : --------------------------------------------------- i sent timmy a message. I think we're going to be fine now.. friends. I want him in my life. I care about him. So hopefully we can just get past all this and such. I think we can cuz we're spiffy :] Uhg I feel like a huge weight is off my shoulders.. I hope he feels the same. -------------------------------------------------- Jason was singing Jason Mraz on the phone.. its so sexy when he sings lol. He thought i was joking but seriously.. I love his voice. talking and singing alike... I think he has an amazing voice. He was singing this one song called "I'm Yours" cuz he yeah he just likes it.. and I looked it up. I like the words. I forgot how awesome Jason Mraz was.. me and vannessa used to love him, she was obsessed with him like i was with justin timberlake.. o the good ol days.... So yeah, here's the lyrics cuz Im just so lyrical lately.. haha but really.. the words somewhat describe my feelings... it's pretty.... Jason Mraz- I'm Yours "Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, and I'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hes-i-tate no more, no more, It cannot wait I'm yours. Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love. love. love. listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me Ah, la peaceful melody It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved So, I won't hes-i-tate no more, no more, It cannot wait I'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, I'm yours. I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do our name is our virtue I won't hes-i-tate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure (there's no need to complicate our time is short It cannot wait, I'm yours no please don't complicate, our time is short this is our fate, im yours. no please don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, the sky is yours!) well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la one big family It's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la happy family it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la peaceful melodies it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...