i feel stupid. b/c i cut my skin when no one is looking. i feel like i have to hide away. i really don't know what causes me to be "depressed". maybe its that i'm just bored. or that i just like being sad and crying. or maybe its just that since my bio-father doesn't care about me and just wants to be "my friend". or b/c no one likes me b/c i'm lesbo. maybe its b/c i hear them laughing and talking about just ignore her she's just a lesbo or a dyke. or maybe its just i want to wake up from this nightmare everyone calls life......