Lets go out sometime....

Listening to: 106.5-Rock
Feeling: flirty
Yeah me with myself. I'm so lonely. :( Its like all the guys that like me want to fuck and I don't want to fuck them. And no gurls like me unless they already have someone. No one cares enough to break up with someone for me. They all suck ass-cock! ASS-COCK suckers!!!!!! Stupid bullshit. Everyone is like love yourself, "you can put that bullshit up your ass". I don't love myself. I have my reasons. You don't love everyone, do you? I might be bitchy or whatever but I don't care. Its me, get used to it. Thats why I think no one really would like to date me b/c they couldn't handle all of my shit. I don't know what I want and when I get something that is "too good" I throw it away. Like I did with my b/f in 9th and a g/f of mine last yr. They were both the best person that was ever in my life and I broke up with them. Like the dumb-shit I am! I want someone to hurt me, so I'll have a reason to cry and be depressed. Complain, like I always do anyway. So whats really the point of dating anyone? I don't ever find the right person, so what am I doing?--
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Hmm..okay, so maybe there's reason for why u broke up with those guys. You can't find love. It finds you. I'd break up with muh girl for you. But, I don't see an us cuz I don't know you. Sorry. But seriously, there's someone out there that isn't lookin 2 fuck, and someone out there who is lookin 4 love. And then, you'll stumble across each other. And will want love. Will want to fuck. And then, it'll be happily ever after. Look up!
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Don't worry, you'll definatly find sum1, I used to consider myself somewhat dark-ish, and still do, I thought the same way u did, life sucked, I had nobody, and I thought I would stay that way... but then I found someone, they were like me so very much, she's the one you know here as "murderdoll", when I met her, I felt life wasn't as fucked up as it seems, It might feel this way now, but it will go away, pain is always only temporary, trust me..
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