It happened last Thursday and the world fell apart and I cried out. My cuts didn't make the sky bleed. It was just another day for most but for me it unlocked things that I thought were gone forever. I sit her now still trying to understand, still trying to grasp why I started this again. I've broke so many promises and I still don't care. I'm being everything you hate and hating every moment of it. Remind me of what I felt and remind me of why I felt it. I need to understand this shit.--