Things can look up that never look down

by psychocutter
...Like of course my relationship with Dean which is the best ever. One month, one week, and two days. Yea Its only been that long it feels like so much more. I love him. And I love the idea of being loved and loving someone just the same. I miss him so much. Thank God I'll see him tomorrow. I'm so happy. And daddy said he would trust me more. B/c like he said I am old enough to make my own decisions! I am 17 and not 10. HaHa. I'm glad I talked to him. Anyway, I love you, Dean. I love you more!-- Poem: I feel so alone without you here, Where nothing seems real, Pushed away in the corner, Lost and ignored, But seeing you step close to me, Here to rescue me from the darkness, The pain is unbareable, I need you just to hold me forever, Taking away everything that has happened, In the past when I needed someone like you, Now I have what I thought I lost, With my will to live comes to the will to love.
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hey i love all of your icons at the top, where'd you get them? i always look online and in other people's journals but i can't find any good ones like you have.
Holy fuckbeans. It took me about 5 minutes to open your diary! :) Heh.

Well, I thank you for the comment that you left on my diary. What you wrote is very much appreciated.

Again, thank you.

The result of a backseat romance,
-Ellen
Hey, it was just a lil fight, nothing big. We made up now...he's still my baby!
Ponder this. Just a matter of one month ago, your view on things have drastically changed to the positive. I wonder why? Can it be you have someone behind you that will never let you falter? Or maybe it's the enormous amount of love he feels for you? Could it be he wants nothing more from you but your smile? Hmm. Me thinks it's all of the above. I love you Ashley.
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I'm glad you are feeling better or at least hope that you are. I've been reading your diary for a while and I'm happy for you and Dean.
[Anonymous]
Wow that is so rich! I love it when you're happy now! Dean's right, you TOTALLY changed to the side of positiveness!!!! It's great. I totally love you gurl! Keep it up. Wow this is fantastic. This is just so rich and pure and full of life and positive energy! Ugh...I LOVE IT!!!! Love ya gurlie.

Shanny