[Be Everything _| Need Right Now] I'm so fucking depressed. I just don't know what to do anymore... [Update] For the past week my depression has got worse. My stomach is in knots, my head hurts all of the time, I don't feel like doing anything, I can't eat anymore, and my prozac isn't working anymore. I have to talk to daddy tonight and tell him I need to go to the doctor. I'm just so tired of all of the shit my parents are putting me through. Well it's mainly my mom. I'm getting tired of her shit. Making me clean and shit at my grandma's where she's staying. I can't even spend 5 mins with my grandma b/c she's like "Ashley do this Ashley do that". God damn it I'm tired of being her little lap dog. I do love her but she doesn't act like she loves me. She's always talking shit and trying to find something to complain about. It's really getting old. And I'm tired of it.--