So bright yet so dim

by psychocutter
Listening to: Radio
Feeling: gothic
I've been thinking about my cuts and my sexuality. I don't know what is happening to me. What do I want out of life and What am I doing to myself? I'm not perfect. I know that. I feel bruised and battered. Who am I? I don't know anymore. Help me. Nothing is clear anymore. I'm no longer going to label myself. I am me. Nothing more. What you see is what you get obviously. The Real World. Frankie cuts. She's a cutter like me and now I feel so broken yet no longer alone. Thats good right? I think I need to find some other way of cutting. If I can. I've been doing journal entrys on my computer(wordpad) while this computer was down. Now since the internet is fixed I'm here. I just need someone to talk to.--
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im here for you to talk to anytime. ANYTIME. have u got msn?
god bless xx
Love, e-mail me. If I get time today after doing all my work, I will e-mail you...

Jasmine
hey ill talk if you need someone to talk to. you dont know me but i dunno ill talk and listen
yeh i was thinking about you and your diary(ive been here a million times) while i was watching the real world and i was thinking that you need sumone to get help from like frankie cuz hurting yourself dosnt solve anything..
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[Anonymous]
no-ones perfect, we all know that, but when it comes to it, you just have to be yourself and ignore anyone who tried ot put you down, it's not all that hard it just taked a little arrogance at times, but arrogance can get you where you want to be in life, so a little arrogance now and then wont hurt. Just be yourself, be who you are, and ignore everyone who tries to change you.
[Anonymous]
hay chick . if ya ever need someone to talk to juss im me on twistidxxxdreams . idk ya but hay maybe thaz sometimes better . cuz wont hafta worry bout me judgin or nething . bye babe mwuah
[Anonymous]
yeah..your definitely not alone. i used to cut and i got told on to a social worker and got help, it was the best thing that happened to me. plus it saves me money on bandaids. you are not alone. trust me.
[Anonymous]
by the way...not to gay..but you can always talk to me, i dont know you that well, and you dont know me that well, but i used to cut, and ask the same questions as you do, i mean we have someting in common lol. ttyl-trish
[Anonymous]
edit to comment lol: i dont even know how gay got in there ..i meant to say not to freak you out. im retarded today sorry ...but you can always talk to me. comment me or im me on hoodiejunkie491. ..
[Anonymous]