A time where we were happy over the holidays. Where I could just be a kid and be happy. Tomorrow the vodka and strawberry mix will be froze more. Better to drink. Going to shower now and feel sorry for the things that I shouldn't have done. Going to wash the Christmas right off of me. I hate Christmas and I'll never like it again. It's just a stupid holidays. Only gifts, money, and candy (gingerbread house)....--