Stupid I'm back *fussin*

by psychocutter
I quit. Maybe daddy will give back Marilyn Manson without the ransome note. Damn it. He thinks if I have marilyn manson back and I cut it will be b/c of him. (My idol) But I've been cutting without "my idol". Stupid shit. I want my Marilyn Manson. (like I want my mtv)<-- Back in the 80s duh!--
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Hey...umm i donno what to say. Your right its not my stuff it get into. I didn't even think it was you. And jon told me like a stupid ass. But anyways i should of listen'd to you. Which im so fucking messed up in the brian i dont listen to anyone. Im sorry i got mad/upset. I still wanna be friends. And jon is pretty much outta my life. He lied bout him and lisa date'n. So for the past month or so they are still "together" but seeing other ppl .
[Anonymous]
While he's up there thats how they are "living". I know how i acted and all was stupid. I know i should of told you. Jon should of never told me, but you cant help it when ppl dont use their brain once in a while. I hope we can work past this. And i think the only reason i went off was bc i had so much pain inside and couldn't let it out. I was going off on everyone after all this shit happen'd. Sorry i was so stupid.
[Anonymous]
Im still working on my life. The stress and pain took over last night and i cut again. I still need help...and i wouldn't want us to not be friends over jon...im sorry ash...
[Anonymous]