I beg death to take me now.

by psychocutter
Daddy didn't trust me to stay alone so I'm at my mom's. I want so much just to die. I feel like Hilter. I feel like killing myself right now. I might be charged with attempted murder and kicked out of college. This is serious shit. A friend I gave a cigarette to with cocaine on it had a heart attack. I can't even eat or sleep or think straight. I'm not ever eating again. I don't deserve to be comfortable or alive right now.--
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OMG! Girl that is some serious shit! Juzt know that I am here for you baby girl if you need to talk or anything else! I love you and I know you can pull through on this shit. But why tha hell would you give somebody a cig with cocane on it???
Hey. No you can't go see him in the hospital. He isn't there. They released him yesterday. The doctor told him he had an acute heart attack. he is at home. he doesn't remember anything that happened. So. But You can call him at home if you want to. But if his mom answers it might not be a good idea to say your name. Use mine if you'd like.

Ok well I have got to go.

Kayla

Oh call me at home

997-2280
look not eating is not the answer to this problem ok eat or i will come froce food down ur throat you hear me i'll do it you know that