How am I jealous of him and her when I broke up with him? I don't even care. And I'm glad him and her are happier and love each other more. I couldn't love him enough. And if she's pregnant I am so undoubtly happy for them. What is wrong with me, his other ex that was bitchy to him get a good luck and I get a "I-don't-care-if-she-kills-herself-b/c-she-is-depressed."? There has to be something wrong with me. Or I'm just not lovable, not sexy enough, no good in bed, or it's that he never loved me. Please someone tell me what's wrong with me? Why do I do this? Why do I even date anyone. I'm happier alone I guess. Or maybe I'm not happy at all b/c I have no one not even myself to love.--