Oh Doctor Doctor

I went to the doctor today and she said my period went wacko since I've been stressed and that's why I am losing weight. I weigh 106 now. I felt like I was going to cry all over again. But I didn't. But I went shopping and that made it all better. I found my size in pants that I actually like. Size 3 of course. But I love them. $10 at goodies on clearance. I love sales and shopping. I bought new panties also dots, stars, and a butterfly. Very pretty. And I bought some neat star and beaded earrings and a star necklace thing. I'm so happy now. Bailey you were right but of course the shopping helped. I had the worse hang over ever. Ouch my head. And my retard parents were yelling at me trying to get me up. I woke up saying "shhhhhhh". But after I ate I was fine. Then we had chinesse food with was well deserved. Since I've been all 'stressed'. Damn stress. Oh well. I'm fine now. Still a little sensative but that will pass.-- PS [Yea] I do realize that could have been me but I don't think I was ready then. But now I'm different. But you belong with her not me. It wouldn't be the same if it was me. You love her.. I wish you both all the luck in the world.--
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THANK U ASHLEY...i hope u get better again...i know how u feel i hate being down i hate feeling like i am alone...but things will get better...and u will be happy again...talk to u later bye girl love ya
There's so many things I wish I could have shared with you. So many thoughts. So many ideas. But there's no time, there never is.

Just know this, Monk-ee, inside of you is a woman capable of many things. I see you as a politician, lawyer, docter, or some other high-knowledge profession. Just apply yourself even more when you think you're done.

As for me...I plan to fight to defend America...and have fun in the process.

Stay strong
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hey thanks yea it is hard to believe that be are getting married b.c of everything that has happened...but we will be okay...we are happy and i know really happy now...but i am worried about u i dont want u do something to hurt urself really bad...bye girl talk to u later love ya