My death is planned... (i wish)

by psychocutter
Right now there's nothing left to do. I just want to die. Life isn't wonderful anymore. I hate it. No one cares or wants to and I hate feeling alone. I'm so sad. It hurts so much to feel alone. My heart feels like its crushing in my chest. Like I can't breath. I wish I could just stop breathing forever. I just need someone to love me. I can't love myself so I need someone to do it for me. Kill me now so I can die. I don't think I'll ever be happy. It hurts more to see people happy than just to live. I hate being in school esp. when I need to cut. Stupid safety pins. I want so much just to cry.I feel so sad. I might have a damn break down. I don't have Iron-Deficency Anemia. I'm so glad. What a relief! I'm ok now...Ok not really still depressed but just not about that.--
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if he really cared about her he wouldnt give that to her.

[Anonymous]
I feel obliged to discourage people from suicide. My suicide attempt was a bitter failure but once it was a very valuable experience. I hit rock bottom and then I began to see everything so much more clearly. I can differentiate between what is important and what's not, what matters and what doesnt. It's more profound than I know how to say. For me, the real victory was failing suicide. It changed everything. I can finally take pleasure from life
[Anonymous]
im sure that someone cares. dont give up on everything. besides. i dont even know you and i care enough about you to comment. dont kill yourself, one thing i learned was that most of the time life just plain sucks but it will get better. and time heals all scars. *hope your days get better! *val
[Anonymous]
Suicide achieves nothing but obliteration. Eventually you will die, you will cease to exist. What's the difference between ceasing to exist now and ceasing to exist when the time comes? Very little. Life is usually a burden, a pain. If you want, you can choose to use life. While you have it you can use it as a tool to gain satisfaction. If you do not fear death you should not fear the consequences of life! That knowledge is real power.
[Anonymous]
Okay I may not know you and all. . .but pfft. . .for all I care, you can come and live with me. I'd be more than happy to make you happy and see a smile on your face. I'll show you what real funs like. Everytime I read one of your entries, I feel between within my chest. And it hurts. I care about you now and I'm really worried [even though I don't know you, but that's okay right? ^_^] Take care. Don't do anything too rash!

Shanny
I know!!!!!! We can be pen pals. lol. That is. . .if you like writing letters! It was just a suggestion.

Shanny
*Suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPERARY problem*

-lizzy
[Anonymous]