Scars show everything I want to hide. Although I can no longer hide them from myself. I can't stand feeling this way. I don't feel happy anymore. Everything is depressing. I can't think anymore all I want to do is cry b/c I can't seem to do anything else right. Pople look at my pictures on my notebook and they don't get it. I'm nother in 2nd block b/c I have no room. I'm uncomfortle in there. I'm kinda private about things I write b/c they are my thoughts. I just feel bad b/c no one understands or even tries to. They're ok w/o knowing me. I feel a little sad. I just can't really think right now. Too much is on my mind to think clearly. I feel alone like no one cares and they ignore the fact that I'm really falling apart. I don't feel that great about anything. I hate people they are stupid. I do like two people that I want to date *again*. But one is moving away for college and will visit *wink*. And Danielle's b/f will "not allow her to touch a gurl". That sucks doesn't it!--