I cut myself last night. I didn't cut on my hips. I did cut on my wrist since I'm wearing braclets. So no one will ever see. I took them all off last night so I could cut and rub alochol on it. Which felt so good. It really felt good to cut. Although my blade wasn't sharp enough to cut deep but it still was great. Right now I don't care what anyone says. I feel great. Oh yea I worked out on my punching bag today. I feel better b/c of that too. It was good to get some of my anger out. Which also the glove rubbed on my knuckles so now I have little cuts between my fingers. Which looks good too! lol.-- http://thisisacryforhelp.com