I'm just getting to where I can almost get through the day. Which is nice. I almost cried today but I was handling it very well. I laughed so hard in 3rd block with Kristen and Tara. Which was great b/c I needed to laugh. And at lunch with the cookie thing. I asked the whole table if I could half of a cookie and every one was shoving cookies it mouths and soup. But Sommer finally gave me half of her cookie and I was happy. Katie apologize for the stupid thing that happened this morning. It was all too dumb to talk about. No one was really mad it was just that I was upset that my depression limits my laughter in cases where the joke is about me. Which isn't all to funny to me. But oh well. That goes with life also. When you're the butt of the joke it's never funny. Unless it's your best friend laughing at your dumb ass self.--