I had a great time Tues. skipping the awards thing. Which was the best! Me, Markie and Christin. I've never had such a great time in my whole life until yesterday! I'll miss everything from school. But I do have to put everything behind me. And make new memories. (I just can't get enough and I'm looking for more) I know my high days aren't over b/c it's so fuckin fun. It's not the life for me but I could use some damn weed. It does help me to relax and forget about everything. It's nice. And I like it! We're all planning to go get high and play in someone's spinklers. Which would be great! I can't fuckin' wait! I hope to hook up with someone. I need some well-deserved lesbian sex or just sex. It doesn't have to mean anything (just get me off)!!!--