I feel a little whole today. Before I was just empty. Now I'm filled with something and I don't know what it is. Other than me caring about Britt being ok. I read a lot of things about cutting to help me and her. It was all helpful. I want to go to her house to talk to her about it. I feel like I can explain it better. You know. So they'll know what to do to help her at home besides ignoring it. Ok less about her and more about me!!! (LOL) I am going back and forth sometimes I think its best if I quit then other times I just want to keep cutting. I have cut since those 4 little cuts. So I'm doing ok. I don't need it as much as possible. And if people are expecting to see every where you used to cut you really don't want to cut anymore. I have my parents watching me like a hawk. They understand all about it and my depression they're helping me and I can talk to them about anything.--