I fucking feel like a dead person. I hate feeling this way. Obsession of mine are just that. Stupid asses! I watched 6ft under tonight, and it was fucking awsome. Does that mean I have to cut up dead bodies to watch it? No. Then why the hell do I have to be a juggalette to listen to Twiztid and ICP? B/c I didn't even say I was. Just like listening to Nirvana doesn't mean you are going to commit suicide or take lithum. This world is full of dumb asses with nothing better to do than be in some stupid cult-like organization of people with no purpose but to listen to a certain kind of music. On a more important note I just can't even cry. No tears are visible here in my eyes. No poems floating in my mind. Nothing but empty thoughts of you guessed it....dying.--