Last night was great. But mom ruined everything last night. Its like thanks a lot. Of course daddy got mad about what she said. I'm glad! I had a cigarette when I got home as I was walking around the house smoking mom acts like nothing was wrong. Like she didn't just hurt my feelings. But she did say she was sorry for that. It was mean. Stupid. But I had a good time over at Dean's house yesterday. People are so navive. They know nothing and expect everything. I can't stand that. Damn I need a smoke.--